A not so lucid lucid dream(First real one)
Yesterday I drifted into sleep paralysis not on purpose or attempting to because I started to quit attempted aftetr so many fails. But once i was in sleep paralysis I thought "Wait maybe if I attempt to get up and move around" and when I attempted it I got up easily and said "Wow I guess I failed" since it was still dark I went to turn on the light and it didn't work, I then looked out the window and noticed it was morning already, I tried the light again and nothing and I noticed I wasn't in my house at all and I was in some strange place! I then said "I must be LUCID! Wait calm down I don't want to wake myself from excitement" I jumped out my window and noticed there was no one outside no houses no nothing just hills of grass and nothing more then that and my false-house of course. I then tried to make someone appear I tried with a family member, I closed my eyes and imagined my mom was in front of me, it failed. So I said "Fu** it I will find someone!" I started walking through the area and realized that i was moving so slow, I then remembered that on "DreamView Forums" someone said it's easier to stride, I then thought of the incredible hulk and began doing what he normally does, but for some reason as I went one way I always ended up at the false-house. I got frustrated and attempted another way of making my mom appear, I put my hands in the air and had my palms pointing at a spot on the ground, I then imagined a blue sort of plasma effect coming up then my mom appearing, I started to see blue then I woke up... BUT for some reason after awakening it didn't feel as lucid as I thought it did, I sort of felt like I was dreaming about lucid dreaming...
Tl;Dr: I had a lucid dream that didn't feel lucid. (Tl;Dr mean Too long; Didn't read)
Now my question to you is: Is this normal for a first time lucid dream? Or was I not lucid?
Also all of that was in like 1 1/2 minutes for some reason lol.
