Stron SP and new hopes

Everyday i'm trying to wild when i go to bed at night.

I can reach the SP, but i got out of it propositally, it was just a test if i can reach it at night.

I discovered that i can reach it now in 30 mins after going to bed...And now i know that i can wild every night again...

Yesterday night's i tried to WILD...But i got an EXTRA STRONG Sleep Paralysis...It was so fucking hard to me....I felt "Holy shit i'm going mad"...

I was only feeling the biggest heavyness ever in my life [10x more heavy than the other WILD heavyness that i had previously]...

And after a time, 3 minutes maybe, i don't know i become to see like a gold piece, a strong gold part of something...But when i saw that i thought "Shit, i need to woke up", so i opened my eyes and i was awake"...

I'm getting excited from this experiences...

I'm sure that tonight i'll have a lucid dream, this time i'll let the SP fuck me out without fear...

^^

gguaugauguu! ahaha congratulations!!!!
so, you can WILD the moment you go to bed? the first moment? guaU! that's amazing! can you do it in the middle of the night?
guau!
keep trying and keep us updated"!

good luck(you don't need it)...

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Originally Posted by Mariano

gguaugauguu! ahaha congratulations!!!!
so, you can WILD the moment you go to bed? the first moment? guaU! that's amazing! can you do it in the middle of the night?
guau!
keep trying and keep us updated"!

good luck(you don't need it)...

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there was a time that i wild'ed entire week...

And i remember last year that even if don't want, i was WILDing... [and thinking that i was stuck in another world and thinkin that i was schizophrenic]

I only can do it now because i sleep less because of school and work [5 hours/day]...Maybe my brain is adjusting the cycle...

I can do it the first time i lay in the bed to sleep...Don't needing WBTB :D

this makes me happy