My weirdest lucid experience- Multiple WILDs with an anticlimactic ending.
This has been a weird day. First I was out in the city for the morning and got terrible eye ache when I got home. I went for a nap then woke up and ache still there. Had a pill and a soluble one and I was okay after a while so I went to sleep. And this is when it gets weird. First I got attacked by some brief scary images that woke me up in a gasp. A couple of times. I tried to calm down and go to sleep normally and then had a very short DILD. I woke up, dizzy, half paralized. I quickly realised I could use the paralisis to induce a WILD. I did so. Several times in a row. I would induce the WILD and be in my room (although I would not be able to see my body or anything), go out with a bit different scenery every time- it was mostly cold like early winter morning but sometimes it was snowing and sometimes there were weird mutant dogs in the street (wtf?!). Several times I would simply fall asleep and find something weird in the dream that told me it was a dream and start exploring, but every time I started that, the dream broke in a little while and woke me up to the paralisis. I could always either break the paralisis with a little push or I could induce the dreams. But even if I broke it, it would come again when I rested myself so I'd work on the next WILD. Each time something was different and I was different. I was thinking I'm getting better at this and my dream form and the world around look clearer. I had never successfully induced a WILD before, or at least if I did it was insignificant because I can't recall it, so when this happened I was astonished. I also had some dreams inside the dream and several false awakenings. I lost track of when I was dreaming and when I was awake in bed. Even as I'm writing this I'm feeling dizzy, it's just nearing 4 a.m., I jumped out of bed at 3. But I haven't finished the story. First the dreams were just in my room, then I started going in the street in front of the house, seeing my cats and the weird dream creatures, then I was at some shop. In the shop, like in all the other places, I tried the same thing over and over. I tried to take off my clothes. Yeah, I'm a sick bastard. Every time I took off something it just came back on me. It's like I didn't control the dream, the dream controlled me and wanted me to stay clothed. At some point I screamed "what the hell is going on? This is my dream, I'm supposed to be in control here!" and then my ex head teacher walks in, makes a disappointed face and says something like "you can't mix the cells, it goes kaboom". I required better explanation but I could hardly talk as I was now paralised in the dream. This often happens to me, I'm in a dream trying to do or say something and the dream paralizes me. I also couldn't make out what she was saying, as if she was talking along with a crowd. This also happens to me often, like I was once dreaming of another time around the house, tried to ask my mom about the year and my dad kept interrupting her so I didn't get an answer. Like they don't want my questions answered. After the teacher's appearance and the conversation, I woke up and looked at the time, it was 3 a.m. I refused to go to sleep again. That was enough weirdness for one night. And I keep asking myself WTF was that all about? First I get multiple WILD opportunities as if someone was inviting me to the dream world, then I realise I'm not actually in control of the dream and then I get some weird explanation about crossbreeding (I suppose) that makes no sense? Damn. Well one thing I know is, that I'm a virgin so that could explain the "you can't do that" theme as some inner fear of being restrained, but still over half of the whole experience is a blur to me. What is going on in my head... Sometimes I think aliens implanted something in my brain or that I'm an alien myself or at least some sort of science experiment and I was born here merely to be studied and am not supposed to mate with anyone from this or the nearby (dream) worlds, because the hybrid child would grow to be a ferocious monster and destroy the universe. You think that's crazy? It probbably is.
P.S. I don't know the meaning of the word "anticlimactic", it just sounded cool.
