ceq
dreamer

a dream i had i few years ago, a very memorable one with an high control level!

12/13/2010


Daytime, i'm in an imaginary town and I spot something covered by the roofs of buildings, a glow emanating a white-red-blue flare...a sort of colored cloud moving...can't see it clearly so I jump getting a good height to see better and I remain in the air; I observe again and I see something similar to a rotating galaxy, composed by clouds in a spiral shape and some bright spheres of red and blue light that follow the slow circular motion of that galaxy-cloud. I extend my arm towards the galaxy, and I can catch it even if it's many light-years far; it's like touching vapor, the more I hold it in my hand, the more consistency it takes, almost like cotton; I throw it in front of me, like i'm launching a frisbee and while it's spinning I make it change its shape with my mind, I subdivide the colors so I create a circle sheet of paper composed of colored patches, same shades of the galaxy: red, white and blue. At this point I remember that in my next lucid dream i'd have shouted so I do it: “ lucid dreeeeeam! “. Then I keep having fun: I take the sheet of paper and I decide I can change everything like I want pointing it in any direction! The town is crowded, but I don't see anyone interesting...so I get an idea: i'm really attracted by asian girls (chinese, japanese, thai, vietnamese..) i've always had a thing for them! I aim the paper at the people to transform them in asian girls, and in a few seconds all the streets are full of pretty almond-eyed girls! I enjoy the view! I notice a beautiful one, I fly towards her and I land close to her, she smiles at me and we walk together while the other girls are slowly vanishing. At this point i'm more than satisfied; some caress and kisses with her and little by little I let myself go loosing lucidity...i continue the dream going around with the girl, we see other people again...then I found myself in a different place, a house where i'm talking about nothing in particular with some relatives and friends...then I wake up.


first scene, where i extend my arm to catch the galaxy-cloud


last scene, where i've transformed all the people in asian girls

april, 2010

Nighttime, I find myself walking in a path through high hills and some mountains, I see a refuge, a mountain shelter or something like that, the lights inside are on and I can notice some people motion; I move to that way and I walk in: i'm in a pub, two big rooms at my left and right side, many boys and girls sat at the tables sipping their drinks. On a table, between other young people, I see a girl, a dear friend of mine and colleague and I think: “ ah, she's here too!”...i start to observe through people to see if I find someone else I know, but the only familiar person's just my friend who's talking with girls; she sees me and comes to me, and maybe a bit dunk because of some beers she comes closer staggering, she grabs the collar of my coat to leave it right after and seems she's moving out but she says me to follow her and she adds she wants to give herself..! “You wouldn't do this in real life, I would like too in this moment but I think it could bother you if I use you like this..” (unnecessary paranoia, a dream's just a dream, an elaborate perception of one's thoughts, but that moment I was feeling such a sense of respect and friendship for her that I kept refusing!) At this point she says she wants stay in the car; I got there on foot, it doesn't occur to me to fly, so I think my car is not far from us, I picture it in my mind and instantly I teleport myself in front of it. “Good” I think, “now I leave so she cannot reach me” but she appears soon after so as other people from the pub. I think “ok, I'll take her under my control”. I could easily run away from that situation, I knew I could but I did want to be clear with that friend-mental projection, and I would have told her the next day i'd have seen her, proving her my respect...i quickly teleport myself in the car, directly founding myself with seat-belt on and my hands on the wheel, I don't even have time to go that my friend sits next to me, insisting she wanna give herself, again; she's taking of her coat, with seat-belt still on...so at this point I get it off and I make her vanish! I turn the car on and I star driving not planning where to go but I keep thinking what's just happened, doubts start coming up! “ was it really good for her? Was it worth it that I refused her to show respect, even if in a dream...? ” then i've had enough and I wake up.

a dream i had around 2003 - 2004...


I find myself in a familiar street in the town where i used to live, and near to me, wehere it actually should be a gas station, i see a plot full of small shrubs, bushes, spiny herbs and bit by bit i figure out i'm totally sorrounded by that kind of environment, even the street interrupt on that soil and i notice a few hundred meters ahead there's asphalt again; i wanna reach it, but i feel awkward crossing that soil, it makes me think i could scratch and sting myself walking on...so i try to make a long hop but i stop not even in the crossing midpoint and i set down my feet...the grass stings! as i feel a light hurt i pull back feet and legs and then i remain suspended in the air...i start moving forward flying; i become lucid and speed up, i don't like the asphalt, i'd like a more natural ambient to fly about and explore, so i replace the asphalt with thick woods, tall trees and i fly towards them; i look dawn and in addition to the grass and bushes i notice some sea urchins endoskeletons, same look as in the reality: spherical, a little hole on the top and a bigger one in the bottom and many bumps where spines were set; these endoskeletons usually are green or purple, but in the dream are reddish, seem they're covered by a sort of red powder that reminds me the paprika; i have appetite, i catch one, i expect it's crispy and i taste it...same as eating a paprika chip! I enjoy the flavour so i pick up some more and i restart flying to the woods at full speed, so fast i'm forced to be careful to avoid knocking into the tree trunks! No problem anyway, i enter the woods, i observe the flora doing slalom throw the trees, i feel a pleasant fresh breeze and a pacific silence, hearing only the sound of the air caused by my flight and the branches and leaves rustling; after some more zig-zag through the trees i see a path and i take it; i land on and keep running, but it's a combined fly-run 'cause my steps are quite long and lightweight; suddenly i see my mom walking to my direction and i tell her: “ mom, when i wake up i talk you about this dream ok! “ and i actually wake up with purpose to tell her.

Here my lucid dream journal is! I start posting the first dream i remember, then i'll put the remaining in a chronological order; wish you enjoy!

a short dream i had around 2001

" tired mickey mouse "

...I'm in my bedroom, and i want do draw: i take a sheet of paper and some pencil crayons and instantly the drawing appears, as if i skiped the drawing stage..it portrays mickey mouse sat on a giant baseball cap, the lines of crayons look very realistic as well as the black lead smears and erasures; at that point i try to keep the drawing stable, knowing objects in dreams usually tend to distort like i tested observing watches for a long time; mickey becomes limp, with a tired and drowsy look...moreover everything on the paper is fading to be almost about to disappear, and i think: “ oh noo..! why does this thing always has to happen in my dreams??”and i wake up.