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      You've been.... absent......
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      <3 always.
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      Yeah, I made that guy myself, based on my Roleplaying character. It's a little bit different, but the same concept.
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      Thanks! I hope you like 'em!
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      Well, to me the books turned out just fine. Of course, after school I got myself caught up in the real world of business (gotta eat) and the books didn't show up for 20 yrs, and then I had to self-publish 'cause no one likes dream novels. They are for sale now, though, and selling ever so slowly. Curious? Search "Peter Luber" on amazon.com.
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      My degree? Of all things my degree was in English, with minors in philosophy and history. Went in as a science major, but I got all mystical somewhere along the way and decided I was going to write books about -- wait for it -- dreaming!
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      Also wanted to say that it's a delight to hear that someone wants to get into sleep medicine. When I went to school, mention of a field like that would have drawn giggles from academics. It may be a selfish wish on my part, but I do hope you do well!
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      Sorry for the delay - long week!

      Much of my experience was self-directed, though, aside from once moderating a lucidity forum and now skimming DV, I do not use the internet. I have done some "directed" work thru psychology and philosophy courses in college, and through LaBerge's Lucidity Institute, back when he still cared. But I suppose to answer your question: no, no formal academic dream work here. Indeed, I spent a decade of my work studiously ignoring academic input, for fear it would negatively influence my search for Self. Sorry!

      I've always considered trying a sleep lab, but I'm such an incredibly light sleeper, I doubt it would go well for me. I did always want to try out a sensory-deprivation tank, though! I feel any sleep doctor should have one of those in his office.

      Best of Dreams,
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      oh and thank you for the compliment
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    first WILD, wow! napping on 21/5/14

    by neurosisfish on 05-22-2014 at 04:21 PM
    I'm taking a nap midday and i notice im falling into a dream so I tell myself to focus, but not too hard to wake myself. I feel the dream washing over

    as I lay in bed. I notice that I have a package in my hands, containing some extraordinary looking thing. Wait, the package I ordered shouldn't be coming for another couple weeks! I realize that I'm dreaming but my vision starts going. quickly, I recall stabilization and I focus on the package in my hands as I lay in bed. it's about 8 inches long and maybe 4 in on each side, cardboard, with packing tape to seal it. I open one end and remove the item, which I decide is going to basically act as a portal gun. It's enclosed in bubble wrap, and removing that I see that it resembles two black tubes with many coloured wires and bound with electrical tape. Yes, I will be taking this with me on my semi lucid adventure. I run out of my bedroom and into the hall where there is a large plastic storage container on the ground. I try to use this as a teleporter by lifiting it, diving under, and having it close on top of me on the way in, but I doubt it will work because my body is too long and my legs will get stuck. this doubt ends up interfering with the teleportation so I give another try at spinning or falling back. I cant recall which I did, but I manage to teleport this time. I wanted to go to some south american ruins, but I end up in a backyard. It's fall and brisk out. This isnt what I wanted... So I try to fly away, but there is more doubt in my mind, being in this semi lucid state. I manage to jump fairly high, at least one story, and I give a flap of my arms to lift me a bit higher, but no flight happens. damnit

    I wake
    and realized I totally forgot about the teleporter I got in dream mail...

    Reputation, assholes, and forgiveness - night of 17/5/14

    by neurosisfish on 05-18-2014 at 05:40 PM
    crash after 400 mg valerian, 100 mg B6, some starchy and fatty food
    got up a few times in the night
    later dreams recalled, jotted down notes, and now fleshing them out. some details may be lost

    Dream 1
    I fall asleep during a school trip on a public bus; I might be back in high school. After waking, everyone is treating me differently and avoiding me. Back at school, everyone being haters. From students to teachers, everybody seems to detest me. I completely forget the reason why I've become so infamous, but it comes to my attention that my close friend at the time JF has been either slandering me or telling certain secrets, which seems to have permeated across the school. One teacher in particular is giving me so much shit and spreading these tales. I feel so much sadness and rage; i feel coloured a rich blue and vibrant crimson. I wake and not much more detail is recalled until

    Dream 2
    one of my friends, RZ, is willing to support me, along with one very supportive teacher. she seems to be a confusion of details from many of my previous teachers; she's lanky, tall, gaunt but comforting, and has wild black hair. I plan a way to redeem myself by destroying that one asshole teacher's reputation by getting her to admit to actively trying to defame me and expose her lack of suitability as a teacher.

    My friends, that teacher, and I are at a house
    which I later determined to be my grandparents' old house where I manage to confront her. Her appearance has shifted to that of the supportive teacher, though different. this may be because I've forgotten her appearance from the previous dream. She admits to being a total twat about other's perception of me, but I also manage to get her admitting to not knowing the definition of some fairly basic words. I just notice then that there are other school staff and administration just outside who have overheard, and I see that supportive teacher from the corner of the house give me a thumbs up. she had my back the whole time In the dream, I feel that justice will now work itself out and I wake

    Dream 3
    I'm eating at a restaurant with 2 of my friends (RZ and 2 others) at a square 4 person table. The restaurant has light blue walls, with a horizontal row of mirrors about chest high lining the walls. We are seated near the entrance, which has a glass door and cashier counter, and the unused seat at our table seems to open towards another 4 person table, at which JF is seated. After a bit of teasingly shunning him, I invite him over as an act of forgiveness. He's eating rice and cheese a snack which I had just heard about earlier that day and we begin to chat about his visits to some temple or something

    Dream ?.?
    This occurred between some of the previous dreams
    I'm walking with a family may be my aunt, her mother, and someone else and we're transferring the mother from something to a motorized wheel chair. Unfortunately we are walking down a hill and once we let go of her chair she speeds down, across the street, and straight into the side of a garage door. this launches her straight out of the crashing person transporter and face first onto the street. Although I was near, I didnt try to run and catch her. I pick her up after and place her back in the chair which had spontaneously reassembled itself

    i feel like there was more but cant recall

    journal 14/5/14

    by neurosisfish on 05-15-2014 at 08:19 PM
    watched Agents of SHIELD before sleeping... FITZ!

    1st recalled dream

    fragments of May from the show, probably involving sexy times

    back to sleep and

    im in a library with my sister sitting across the table from her. my mom is using a tablet a the table beside us


    back to sleep for 10 minutes

    i'm visiting my dad's friend, L's house. I sit down in a light peachy, off white couch across from his wife and their son who is asleep. upon seating myself he wakes up. he has auburn hair and freckles. his mother's age is visible, she has white hair in a loose ponytail. there is a window the the left of me.

    i wake

    Updated 05-15-2014 at 08:29 PM by neurosisfish

    non-lucid , dream fragment

    sitcoms and unrecalled dreams night of 13/5/14

    by neurosisfish on 05-14-2014 at 02:51 PM
    took b6 and valerian root, woke up several times, only recall dream before i woke up just now

    sitcom like dream with 2 kids. setting is a large open kitchen with light orange/yellow wood and fluorescent light behind translucent white panels and plenty of daylight. one kid is expecting the other to come in and pour some milk. he and his female friend are already drinking milk. it seems like he expects the other kid to pour the remainder of the milk from a glass measuring cup into his glass cup only to realize that there is too much and his cup is overflowing. but when he goes to pour it, the first kid pulls away the now glass jar of milk with a string that is attached to his hand while he sits across from the table.

    I wake

    back to the dream 13/5/14

    by neurosisfish on 05-14-2014 at 03:42 AM
    it's been a long while since i've actively tried to lucid dream. the last couple years have been a bit of a blur, as i was in a dark place. I can recall becoming lucid in a few dreams from the fewer i ever recalled having. pot wasnt very conducive to my memory.

    i've been trying the last three days to induce a lucid and i managed to incubate it enough to have one today


    i'm taking a nap but i wake up only to find im in my van. wait, i didn't go to sleep in a van.
    here we go.
    i decide to take flight, but upon gaining lucidity my vision goes and i can't see anything. i can feel myself vibrate as i ascend through the van's roof. everything is still black and doesnt seem like its going to change so

    i wake up

    i guess i forgot to try stabilizing, maybe that would have helped.

    i go back to sleep only to have a couple non lucid dreams that i don't recall