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I can confirm this, I was OP's mom.
Liked On: 08-24-2012, 11:09 PM
La vie est si ennuyeux. Alors, je fume.
Liked On: 08-24-2012, 10:50 AM
Right. I believe people commit suicide because A. They are trapped in a fatalistic, victim mentality and cannot take responsibility for their lives and B. They cling to the need to control their...
Liked On: 08-23-2012, 05:49 PM
^^ Life is always perceived to be easier when a third party can take charge, be blamed for bad things, or perhaps be called on to make things happen for us. We're always doing it -- parents,...
Liked On: 08-18-2012, 04:35 PM
... And how long have you been harboring these sick fantasies... ? http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/special/opinions/outlook/whats-in-a-name/images/freudLG.jpg Wait - so, you...
Liked On: 07-18-2012, 03:01 PM
Pose as a saviour or father-figure.
Liked On: 07-18-2012, 11:14 AM
Hell is a concept meant for minds that for whatever reason feel it's necessary for morality to be dictated from without. For you to get over hell, you first have to ask yourself what morality means...
Liked On: 07-18-2012, 11:13 AM
The only thing sinful about masturbation is the lustful thoughts, and it's totally possible to masturbate without lustful thoughts, therefore Jesus totally could have masturbated, and I say he...
Liked On: 07-17-2012, 02:51 PM
Love. It's carried within and can be brought to bear on any situation. It can grow into a raging tidal wave or shrink to a simple smile. It holds no form, except that which one makes, and...
Liked On: 07-14-2012, 05:21 PM
It requires nothing more than taking responsibility for your own happiness rather than making excuses that you did what all the rumors, teachers and instructions said and it didn't work.
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:57 PM
I am very happy and I have no such relationship. I am working toward it but I'm not waiting until I find it to be happy. Relationships take constant work, anyways, so while it would be nice to trust...
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:55 PM
So once you achieve this dream relationship... then you can be happy? You're still projecting your happiness into the future, with-holding yourself from enjoying life now.
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:54 PM
Primarily because we seek happiness rather than enjoy it now. We notice lack. In this mindset, you cannot ever be happy no matter what the circumstances for more than a few brief moments. You suffer...
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:54 PM
Then feel free to. Sometimes a child must place their hand on a hot stove to know why they shouldn't.
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:53 PM
Why do we have lives filled with turmoil, desperation, and anxiety? Why are we always pushing ourselves and others? Why do we have only small dribbles of peace, love, and happiness? Why is it that...
Liked On: 07-13-2012, 03:51 PM
22nd September 2012
I'm walking down the high street of y town. I realize I am dreaming and RC. At first it seems normal, but eventually I can breathe through my nose (I was too convinced I was dreaming not to repeat the RC). I take a left into a restaurant of some sort. I expect to find my dream companion around a corner. I vocalise my intent. Instead, I only find a paper bag on a bench. I ask a person near the doorway where she is. I am directed to go upstairs. I head upstairs, but lose lucidity and am now looking for my dog.
18th September 2012
I am in a hotel of some sort. My granny arrives, but she later becomes granddad. I am then at a place I used to live in, in Finland. I go up the stairs. I realize my granddad can't be here because he died when I was very young. I do a nose-plug RC and get lucid. The dream destabilises. I stand there and stabilise. Upstairs, I ask granddad to sit with me. I ask him about playing the saxophone (I play and he played). He suggests I join a big band, and then says the name of some famous bandleader from the 20th century, and says I should join them for 10 years.
I get up and go downstairs, jumping over the rail. I can't fly here for some reason. Downstairs, I manage to fly up to the ceiling. There's a chandelier. The dog is excited. I go to the back door, head out and fly up. The dog is running about below me so I urge him to follow. He starts flying up with me too. I look up and see a grey sky. I want to change it so I visualise a blue sky with my eyes closed. Yet again, opening my eyes leads me to wake up.
18th September 2012
I'm at my computer. I can't work out how I got there, so I do a nose-plug RC. I'm soon lucid, but it gets very blurry and doesn't last long.
18th September 2012
I am in a hotel of some sort. My granny arrives, but she later becomes granddad. I am then at a place I used to live in, in Finland. I go up the stairs. I realize my granddad can't be here because he died when I was very young. I do a nose-plug RC and get lucid. The dream destabilises. I stand there and stabilise. Upstairs, I ask granddad to sit with me. I ask him about playing the saxophone (I play and he played). He suggests I join a big band, and then says the name of some famous bandleader from the 20th century, and says I should join them for 10 years.
I get up and go downstairs, jumping over the rail. I can't fly here for some reason. Downstairs, I manage to fly up to the ceiling. There's a chandelier. The dog is excited. I go to the back door, head out and fly up. The dog is running about below me so I urge him to follow. He starts flying up with me too. I look up and see a grey sky. I want to change it so I visualise a blue sky with my eyes closed. Yet again, opening my eyes leads me to wake up.
11th September 2012
I'm in the cottage I used to live in. I head upstairs and realize something is amiss. I do an RC and can breathe through my plugged nose. I smile to myself. I then go to the window where the curtains are closed. I wonder what could be on the other side. I open them and am unsurprised to see the normal view outside the cottage. I get out of the window and start to fly. It have a bit of difficulty but recall my flying theory (my archetype of flying). I look up at the moon in the daytime sky. A star is visible right near it. I focus on my intent on going there and soar towards it.
I pass through treetops and feel the leaves brushing against me as I do so. I think to rub my hands together and stabilise. I tell myself I'm lucid. I pass by trees that contain dungeon chests like in Minecraft, but they have signs indicating they have already been looted. I open one chest.
I find a sign which says to click on a diamond block in order to teleport. I "click" on it somehow, click it again and then try to push it forwards. I find myself in some sort of sky region after being teleported. I decide my intention is to find my dream companion Rainbow Dash. There are various enemies I must get past. I go past them and make my way towards some tower of some sort. The dream is getting less stable. I find a couple of doors. Behind one of them I expect to find my dream companion. One is unlocked, so she can't be there (I assume she's trapped or something). I use a key to open the other one and enter.
She's there in the corner, but everything is now very fuzzy. I give her a hug. I look away and look back, expecting her to be a slightly more accurate representation of the actual cartoon character. She has somewhat improved. She doesn't speak and ends up basically acting like my dog in real life. There is more work to be done here!
10th September 2012
I become aware of the hypnagogic imagery I am observing. I am watching something swing back and forth. Soon, I feel the swinging myself. I observe various patterns forming into something more vivid. I see the floor. I observe these images for a while longer, and then find myself able to get up. I move towards the door but lose stability. I stay calm. I find myself in a cottage I used to live in. I go to the back door. I expect to find Rainbow Dash (now basically my dream companion) on the other side. I close my eyes and open the door, but when I open my eyes I am awake.