Conversation Between nzshaman and Alyzarin

btw dmt sounds mean it sounds kinda like salvia just minus the bad parts like ego death and fragmentation of self, like when on salvia i am no longer my self but every thing around me and more, i lose track of time and langue i no longer have a inner dialouge. the only thing i can relate it to is that piece of art by Alexander grey "net of being" but instead of universes in the panels there are scenes from my life and im experiencing them all at once, i even could see scenes from the future. fuck i didnt like the feeling. it was like i had died. were you ever a big fan of alice d?

haha it was insane literally, most of the shit i saw was pretty indescribable. that sucks, ive never really hallucinated from speed alone, you must of been taking some decent doses. and shit psychosis is never fun ay. i went through a bit of a crazy time in my life. i was never so lost that anything serious happened, but i was having alot of trouble working out what was real and what wasnt, and seriously fuck that lol most of it was probs caused by the ridiculous amounts of acid and pot i was on. me and my flat mate, a close friend at the time were moving large amounts of both, we were consuming at a minimum around an oz a day plus a tab each and still turning a good profit.

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Anyway, in my experience, DMT and salvia are similar in the way the speed makes the visuals play out, and that they both commonly have entities, but that's about it for me. Salvia tends to be more visionary in that LSD-like way for me, but without some of the pure psychedelics aspects that things like mushrooms have. DMT is more of that. Another thing for me is that salvia practically always causes ego death, while DMT doesn't really, except occasionally like any psychedelic. The out-of-body aspect is the main part of it, but even if you don't quite remember what's going in it's kind of like you're still complete while it's happening. Something I can't say about salvia.... Anyway, I'll send you that PM.

For sure. But two tabs under the eyes? I never did that one. I used to be like that too though, but I kinda screwed it up by wanting to get away from reality too badly (was going through a lot of shit at the time). After a while I was purposefully overdosing on speed for the hallucinations... ended up with some intense anxiety and mild psychotic symptoms. I've started getting over all of that now though, which is why I'm wanting to go back to tripping again, just psychedelics though.

fuck yeah lol i dont have alot spare time right now to be trying things like dmt but theres this acacia tree out side my house which is calling my name, will probs save the experience for when my lil mans a bit older and i can go away some where cool for a few days ive done most other standard psychedelics to the limit, for example one night i took 4 large doses of lsd two tabs under my eye lids one in my mouth and one some where else haha... a mdma cap snorted, a whole lot of morphine pills snorted and about two onces of ganja smoked threw a chop bong and threw blunts + a salvia hit around the peak and that was pretty life changing. at that time in my life i was doing that sorta stuff almost ever night in large doses. a few guys who have tried tell me dmt is similar to a heavy salvia trip but is smoother, gentler on the rise and takes you further. by the way would love to read that pm bout your dmt voyage

Hehe, yeah, I'll bet you've got your hands full right now! Well, I actually just wrote a looong PM about it yesterday, I can forward you that if you want? But to sum it up, it's pretty awesome. I've used it a handful of times. It's highly visionary, but in a different way than psychedelics like LSD. (In my experience, anyway.) For me, the former seems to be visionary due to an overload of visuals to the point of OBE, whereas the latter is visionary in a more dreamy, structured way. It's definitely intense.... I may be trying to get back into it soon. I'm intending to slowly work my way back up to tripping.

cheers! he is the coolest kid ay love him to bits but shit he hardy sleeps for longer than 2 hours on a gud night, tis 11pm now uhh gmt +12 i think. dont mean to uhh post eves drop but noticed that you guys are talking bout dmt, if you dont mind me asking how was it?

Awww, well it's a little late but congratulations! It's 11:25am right now, GMT-6. How about you?

was up feeding my 3 week old son :insomnia: lol, and am again what time is it where your from?

Hey! Not much, I just woke up myself. You?