Pathways
Wanderer

Date of Birth

October 13, 1987 (36)

About Pathways

Biography:

Not So Brief History of My Lucid Dreaming Experience

The first dream I can remember ever having was Lucid. As a child I never sought out lucidity it simply thrust itself upon me and I felt it the only way possible to dream. To me it was an escape from the broken household I was living in. My dreams were the best toys I could ask for.

It was only after having gone to school for several years that in 3rd grade I, after hearing someone describe a nightmare ask "Why did you let that happen?" They starred at me blankly... That was when I realized what a cool talent I had.

Skip ahead to 5th grade... my hormones raging and (much like yourself) I was already getting feeling isolated and alone. Again my dreams were my safe haven. I was happy there, I was loved there, everything and everyone was a puppet on strings and I was the puppet master. Of course (also having grown up in a religious family) I knew what I was doing was wrong, that in a sense my dreams robbed me of my innocence but it didn't matter. Escapism became greed and lust and my mind retaliated.

They stopped... abruptly.... whether my subconscious decided for me I'll never know but I lost control. I couldn't hold a Lucid Dream for more than a few seconds and my sleep slowly became empty and forgotten.

It's taken me a long time to want to come back to Lucid Dreaming. There are some sore spots in my mind that warn me of what the temptation did to me. And the cut-off in a way helped me. Without my dreams I made real friends, had real experiences and for that I am grateful.

Now a college student I can with confidence say that I want that back what I had as a child. Not for power, greed, or lust. I want the raw creativity and the freedom that I had when it was still innocent and pure.

I'm willing and motivated but I don't feel I could do it alone. To much would frustrate and discourage me... I need someone to help me, the fallen warlord of his own mind, regain his thrown as an emissary of peace...

Location:

Grassflat, PA, USA

Interests:

Astronomy & Calligraphy

Occupation:

Astrophysics Student

Gender:

Male

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