theforestfield
Lurker

NON LUCID
My dreams has become more vivid

Dream 1

I had been at home, where I grew up. Standing in the room I watched through the window south. There there two suns, and it seemed like I am seeing it through a camera lenses, filming it. The picture was like under vintage camera effect, a bit shaky and colourful noise.
I went to the opposite room and seen two moons there in the sky. It wasn't dark, but moons were visible clearly.
I went outside to the balcony and noticed I have a camera, I started taking pictures of the two suns but I could not get the right angle.
I went behind the building and started filming/taking pictures from there. As I was doing it I noticed that one of the suns are getting bigger and bigger. In short time it reached earth and I could see visible, yet transparent plasma ball expanding towards me. It did not have any destructive power, but I got afraid it will touch me so I ran behind the corner and hid in the shadow. I could see a bit of plasma ball heading from the corner, but then it stopped and stayed there. It looked very organic and intelligent, like it knew exactly what it was doing.
I took pictures at it knowing there is nothing else I can do but it expanded no more.

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Dream 2

I was driving a car in a big city. Streets there unusual big and it had a lot of tram rails to all directions with very little of tarmac for cars. There was buildings in front of me where road took two different directions, but I seemed not to get any closer no matter how long I was driving. I had a feeling police is after me although I could not see any car in sight.

Thursday
11/1

NON LUCID

I was at work. I took 10 l can of oil on a rolling table and drove it to an elevator.
I went one floor down and corridor there was unusual. It had six walls, very much like corridors in spaceships or other movies about distant future. Plain minimalism. I started to drive my table down the corridor and peaked through the "doors" into the rooms along the way. Well, there were no doors actually - just some kind of arcades in size that a truck could drive through.
All the rooms were of a same manner. They were extremely big and had a lot of empty space. Along the walls there were metal tables and people dressed in working kitchen clothes were doing something on it, but I payed no attention what. Only when I reached the last room and entered I discovered that all the doors led to the same room - there were no walls in between.
I noticed my boss, H. Everyone else were into their job beside tables, but H was standing int the middle gesturing and saying something to everyone (or no one, hard to tell the difference). He was so far away I could not hear or recognize what he was telling, and he seemed not to notice me. I was the most glad about that as I tried to avoid him.
I turned to one person and recognized it was my co-worker A. He was working on some french fries and acted completely usual, just way quieter. But an interesting twist - he also had handcuffs on his hands, in place and locked. I gave him the oil and said "use it" with a notion to express what I was holding on to say "free yourself by applying it to your hands and slipping them off the handcuffs". He did seem to understand what I meant, but he just smiled and thanked. Then he finished his job, said "I will go home now" and left me wondering. I took the oil back on the table and went out to the corridor.
Just as I entered the corridor I've heard a radio announcement coming from the walls. It said that there was a basketball tournament taking place between somebody and the school of "L". I went all over-excited about it and noticed that people who was coming out from the room have changed: they were no longer kitchen workers, they turned into students of "L" even though I could not recognize anyone I know. I shouted to them "Can you hear that?? We have a basketball team!" and everyone cheered up. "Our journalists tried hard to get in the school and gather more facts, but the school "L" strictly does not allow any media intervention.." - the announcement went on. My boss H changed to headmaster of the school J and smiled at me with his american smile. I asked him if he thinks I could join the team and he agreed. I ran with the table to the elevator and even though doors failed to open, with help of some physical force I managed to go through and leave the table there myself taking the stairs.
Upstairs was nothing like the kitchen. It was dark and looked like a bus station waiting room. There was a wall with some windows and doors on the left, and people sitting looking up to hanging tv on the right. I heard that the game was on a tv and went to find myself a seat, but it was so dark and all the people wore black so I almost sat down on one girl. Surprisingly, she and her friend got all happy about it and grabbed my hand wanting me to stay with them. I saw my friend K on TV and realized that the game was actually going on just behind the doors. I asked the girls if they think I can come in. Someone else answered "of course" and I ran in, so excited I was.
Sports hall turned out to be the same as in "P.P.V." gymnasium, although I felt like I was at campus of "T", even though the team of school "L" was playing.
There were many people inside. The match was yet to start but the players were already on court, walking randomly around. They also had long pants, which I find curious. I started walking across the court towards the reserve bench as I was sure I will meet K there who I just have seen on TV.
Midway, someone ran to me from the side and hugged me strong. She was all happy to see me and all she could say was "I can't believe it's you" all over again. Just at that point I realized it was E, and then the unusual happened. The forces have shifted, and she was no longer hanging on my neck - I was on hers and I felt more and more heavy! I lifted my feet from the ground and hanged myself on her with all my weight but she did not seem to feel it or mind it at all. She carried me few steps away and our hug was finished. She looked at me and with a full smile said: "I came back and will stay in "T" for three weeks, and then go away for two weeks again." Those words got me drifting.
I have drifted away back to the door and suited myself under the basket, game have had started. My mom appeared to be sitting next to me and asked which of those girls is my girlfriend. I found E across the court, she was "dance-walking" somewhere. She looked very happy and her walk was with ease. I told my mom it's her, with a red head. I looked closer at her.
She looked a bit different and at the same time she was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Her hair was orange/red, very bright, with a color she sometimes gets if the sun shines on it - but there was no sunlight at all and it made it look extraordinary. She wore it in a bundle up her head. Her skin was very pale, face features were sharper, and body a bit more skinny. Her clothes were light and she seemed to move with grace. My mother nodded with approval as we continued to watch her. She sat down behind one girl, it was clear E was taking care of her. She took her scarf off and put it around girls neck. All seemed well and after that - she tried to put girls leg through the space between the neck and the scarf! My mother got shocked and turned around, I was watching her trying to do it like it was a normal procedure. Then I got interrupted by the game.
"C.M." was dribbling the ball towards the basket and opponent tackled the ball. It went out of bounds, nevertheless, opponent grabbed it and ran away towards the other basket. "C.M." stood there and looked at my like it was my fault I have not stopped the guy. "What?? I am not the referee.. am I?" - I looked around. And in fact - there was no referee, and the game was in chaos. "C.M" took me to the door, away from people and said "You should have never left. You know where I am going with "TG"? To Bolivia, next month." I did not know what to say so I just left. There was the same girl I almost sat on trying to hold me from leaving the waiting room. I saw her better this time, she was pretty and had curly black hair. I went outside.
It was campus of "T" after all. I was following the path, convinced it will lead me towards the building where me and E had a room together a while ago. I wanted to wait there for her to come back. It was dark outside and I could not recognize where exactly I was when someone caught up with me.
It was K with a girl I couldn't get to see, but from a look they acted together I could say it was his girlfriend. I can't recall what we talked about, but he led me into one building I did not know existed in the campus.
Whole house was one room living/dinning/kitchen room and it was heavy furnished. I looked around and said I would not like to live there, it must be freezing cold because of having all outside walls.
K replied that not at all and offered me a seat on a couch which looked comfortable.

Wednesday Nap,
09/01

Non Lucid
Accomplishment: Managed to remember two dreams.
This is my most favorite dream-night of all times.

It all started one day when I was planing where to go for a holiday. I had a map in front of my eyes. It showed mainland in south and few islands placed north-east. I chose that the middle island will be my destination. According to the map and my plan, I should cross the little island in between before I get there. When I lowered the map I instantly appeared to be at the edge of mainland. I could see the islands being quite close to each other. I looked at the nearest and smallest island I had to cross and the view was.. disturbing.
The island was heavy fortified. There was high, square, plain steel tower standing just in the middle of the island. High walls were stretching from the tower both ways - till it reached steep and cliffy edges of the island. Impossible to cross, it seemed. At the same moment I realized that I, in fact, was standing just in front of the wall.
The wall was so high that I could not see the tower anymore, but I sensed the watchers on the other side. Wall seemed to be plain gray cement line, but I noticed little door just in front of me. To be precise, the door was not little at all - it was as tall as a regular man. It just seemed really tiny.
I took a big breath and ran to the door. Reached for it and opened it.
Sun was shining and the weather was warm. It was so bright around compared to the shadows of the wall that for a second I had to adjust. Trees were green, grass were even more so. People were walking calmly around, all dressed in bright colors. I looked behind, and I could see the tower far away in the distance. I just knew at this point that I reached the middle island. From here it seemed that island went uphill towards the tower. People took a wide patch leading there like there is nothing to be afraid of. I started to follow the path away from the tower.
I looked around. It was so peaceful. Like on those holiday brochures: crystal clear blue water, sandy beach, people relaxing by the shadow of trees, old couples sitting at benches, people walking by chattering. It took me only few steps and soon enough everything gone bad.
Earth started to rumble. Earthquake was my first idea but soon it proved to be wrong. I was wondering between the trees, confused, not knowing what to do. People started to run up the path, towards the tower. There was less and less people showing up and the ground were shaking stronger and stronger. I saw a boar running by. It's movements were quite unnatural - it's legs and moved like it was in slow motion, although it was moving fast on the ground. I got afraid and watched it from behind a tree. The boar did not seem to notice me and just ran towards the tower as people did. A moose followed shortly, running the same direction. And suddenly there was a whole heard of different animals all running in pack.
Suddenly I got my head thinking again and figured out SOMETHING BIG IS GOING TO HAPPEN. Tsunami or alike. So the only reasonable option was to reach the mainland again. I started heading that way and in a second I was at the wall again. Nobody seemed to be there.
I ran through the door the same way I did last time. But this time I did not end up in a different island. I found myself indoors. It was quite dark and I could not see or feel that the space would have any walls. I even didn't step a single step then I noticed a guard is watching at me. I froze and stared at him. Just one eye-blink and ninja appeared from the darkness next to the guard. I didn't make a noise, or a move to reflect it and just watched the ninja to knock out the guard and disappear again. I was still in shock and frozen at the same spot then masses of people started to flow through the door behind me and fill the space.
I opened my eyes in brightness again. I was standing at the same spot as I did when I first arrived The Middle Island. Just this time I could see the path I had been walking before in front of me by the water, and on the right of it I could see the mountain. I could see the trail of animal footprints going towards me and turning around, away from the tower and taking a route up the mountain instead. I was just at the foot of it so I started to follow the trail.
There was no people around at all, I noticed. And then just looked for anyone and my close friend, R was walking beside me. I was glad to see her, although she was not so glad at all. She acted like she was there all along and was watching closely every step she took being more and more disgusted. "What's the matter?" I asked. She said: "There is shit all all over". I looked in front of my feet and it was truth: the animal trail was heavily spattered with animal shit. I tried to avoid the shit as well but we decided we can not go like this anymore. So we have chosen much steeper and harder way up the mountain.
We turned right and started at the mountain. I took R on my arms and lifted her up. She could stand on the edge a bit higher and reached for me. I grabbed her arm and she pulled me up. After that we repeated the procedure couple of times and ended up on the mountain where it was walkable. My friend rushed ahead and took a turn behind a rock. By the time I took the turn, I could see her watching at me from the peak of the mountain far in the distance. I could see nothing but sky behind her, and a game machine just in front of me.
I approached the machine and started playing. I was a racing game with old school pixelized graphics. I played for a very short time against myself and, apparently, I won. After that I just continued to follow R up the mountain.
When I reached the peak environment changed. I was not at the peak of the mountain at all - I was at ancient, Egyptian-like room. The room was light and cubism ruled the architecture. Walls were built out of massive sand bricks, windows had massive silk curtains, vases were standing at the corners and at the end of the room, on a two step platform, was a double bed with clean white sheets.
My friend was here also, all happy and relieved. I felt more stressed to be there than she did. I through myself to the window, acting all paranoid, and looked outside. The backyard was closed from all directions by a stone fence and there was a small stone table in the middle. On the table you could see bunch of incense sticks... smoking. I turned to my friend, pointed to the table and shout: "Look! It is still smoking! Someone was here a moment ago!" R smiled at me and said: "It was me who lit it." I was still convinced we were not safe and looked back through the window.
Gates opened and a white car with blue sides drove in. It looked very new and could not fit with all the Egyptian environment. R came and crouched beside me at the window. Her face looked scared. Car drove in by the outside table, turned around it and went slowly toward the gate. Windows were totally black and I could see nothing inside. Shortly it was gone. I turned to R and said: "Someone is looking for us. This is an Egyptian house.. It must have a secret escape route in case we are in danger!"
And so we started looking. My friend turned to the book-shell and started to move the books. I crouched on the floor and moved around like I was looking for my glasses. Success! I triggered one floor plate and floor started to collapse.
As it collapsed I noticed many light reflections on it. Floor plates turned to gold and from gold to nothing just front of my eyes. Maybe one meter under "the fake floor" was another floor, all dirty and dark. There was nothing except a clean, bright vase on the middle of the floor. I put my arm inside.
On my open palm were few construction nails and a smooth silver tube, no longer than a span between thumb and index finger. I instantly understood that it was an artifact of great importance. I have had started to examine it but I got interrupted.
A worrier, dressed in ancient Egyptian armor was coming at me with a scythe. I backed down and found myself defending with a metal pipe. Our weapons clashed, and R was nowhere to be seen.

At this point I woke up as I had my alarm set for 7:00, but I snoozed it and fell back asleep immediately.

I was looking at a small room, more like a balcony. The hole right wall was open and left one was windowless, but had a door. You could not see anything but gray sky outside and it was so windy and cold that the balcony must have been very high. There was a man, a woman and a lamb in the balcony.
The man was sitting back to wall, big and strong, dressed in heavy furs. His hair was dark and beard grew thick.
The woman was dressed in heavy furs alike and had blond hair. She sat besides him just next to the outside wall.
The lamb was.. Well, the lamb. On the furthest corner of a balcony.
I felt like I was in between the man and the woman, but I knew that physically I did not existed. I just passively watched the scene.
The door opened and a priest, dressed in middle age dark brown robes, came in. He knelt, took a bowl with water from his sleeve and started to pour water on the lamb. While water was running through his fingers, with low but ambient voice he said: "For those who were innocent and defenseless..."
I looked at the face of a man. He was sitting still, his eyes staring still to the ground. A sad, heavy smile came to his face after priest finished his pray. My sight ran down his arms.
Smooth, silver tube was dancing in between his fingers.

Woke up again at 8:00
Monday, 10/12

Thursday, 6/12
NON LUCID

I am standing in a big room. Everything around has been torn apart. Clearly, there were great amount of walls before it has been demolished and turned into this big room. There's dust, dirt and general building trash laying around on the floor but not so much. The ceiling is V shaped as common for the attics. I have the feeling that it is the same 3rd floor of the building I am living in real life (which is being renovated), but at the same time it is totally different.

My best friend O and co-worker R is there too, looking around, inspecting all of it. Apparently, we are going to move in together and now having a hard time to choose where to place our beds. I am playing a very active role in this: "There should be a room, and here we can have big living room to share, this where your room will be R..." I am changing my mind all the time and it doesn't really seem that my friends care what I say, nor I care if they listen.

While I am showing everything around how I imagine it to be I come to a far end of the room. There are small stairs and a door just besides the rear wall. I crouch and let myself in leaving O and R behind. I end up in another attic room which is very small - you could barely stand in it. It feels like it's the bedroom my other co-worker and a friend M has in real life even though it is much different. There is no furniture at all, you can feel hard wood all around and spiderwebs suggest that the room has been abandoned for a long time. I am crawling further and drop into a hole, like a pit. It is stomach deep. I look around and notice that there is water dripping from the ceiling and wood all around is rotten. With the idea that nobody could move in here I leave the room and go back.

My friends have settled the beds. All three of them are standing in one corner put together from end till end. I am upset and irritated by the intimacy and lack of private space but I do not question their choice. Instead I look for the door (oh look, it is there!) and choose to go outside.

Outside I realize that it is definitely not the building I am living in, and it is not the same town. I have not been on the third floor at all. Just outside the door there is a street busier than any street I've ever seen. Literally, you can step into the walking pavement just from the doorway where mass of unrecognizable people walking to all directions. Cars go one after another without any break. But the amazing thing - there is nothing. Just this one house, the street and fields as far as eyes can see.

I come back in and I notice I have a guest. E is there. Immediately I get more intense and irritated as I started thinking how are we going to sleep together when O and R has their beds just beside mine.

I could not think of it too much. People started to flow into the house. More and more, soon enough the room turned into complete chaos full of people. I am looking around and noticed that they are actually my friends and acquaintances from previous school. I am glad to see them, but no one is actually interacting with me. In fact, nothing there makes any sense, everyone is walking around like particles colliding into each other and changing directions without any reason. I feel like I want to go somewhere and there are stairs which have not been there before.

I go up, maybe couple of floors and end up in a concert hall. All square, not so big. Same ex schoolmates sitting on chairs forming a bend line towards one corner. I take one chair and sit down. There has been a band playing in the corner. I can hear rhythm is getting faster and music louder. It is getting very intense. They loose the control, drummer flips his drums, singer throws away microphone stand, guitarist smashes his guitar. And that keeps on for a while, everyone is watching the band to destroying their equipment in complete calmness. I turn to someone beside me and ask what is it all about. Someone answers that it's just a regular school meeting. I notice refreshments on chairs in between the people, cakes and coffee and tea.

I then go out of the hall and noticed that everyone is gone. Without a saying it is clear that it's morning. I am walking around the house and it seems that everything has been transformed. It looks like a house someone has been living for a long time, except that there are unusually many beds. All the beds are made nice, with proper beddings and everything around clean.

I go up again and there is a new room. The room has 8 corners which shape into octagon. It's dark blue, have night curtains and useful furniture built into walls, like closes and shells. In general, I like the room. My friends O and R are also there and we all agree that this room should be our room we move in.

Beds start to gain shape next to three different walls, as far from each other as possible.

None lucid.

Many details. Trying to stretch my dream memory.
So, my first entry ever.
Here it goes.



I am on the road. Not sure where, not sure how I got there. It's sunny and hot. But I am on the road and not alone.
My best friend just beside me. He is wearing light summer clothes: stripped t-shirt, long grey shorts and, of course his most favorite accessory - hairband. He has his backpack mounted. Just as I saw him clearly I knew - we are hitchhiking to New York.
Well don't ask me why New York. But on the other hand - why not? Everybody want to go to New York at least once in their lifetime. Or so do I believe. But how to get there?
We started desperately look for signs to which direction we should go. And soon enough we have noticed few, and after another moment there were plenty of green signs hanging in the air or besides the road. You know, the usual ones. Hard to miss. But strange thing was, I could not recognize what they say! Any of them. I can't explain it. There was written something, but my mind just blocked to contemplate it. In the end, I was not even able to recall was it Latin alphabet or КИРИЛИЦА or أَبْجَدِيَّة عَرَبِيَّة or dubstep song written in words. And my friend looked no less confused than I was.

We had the destination and we were on the road, but we were lost without any direction.

I don't think I have said anything. Neither have my friend, but the conclusion was in the air - we need to find someone and ask how to get to New York. So I turned around and noticed that, in fact, there's a town suburb behind us. Next few moments was kind of a black out for me so it's hard to reason the choice but we ended up... Guess where? McDonald's - probably the most likely station in between anywhere and USA. If heaven was USA, I swear - McDonald's would be purgatory. Anyway.. We were there. Inside. It was packed. "Central McDonald's at 4:00am Friday night" kind of packed, except it wasn't central nor 4:00am. And there she was. A cashier which changed everything.

At that moment I had THAT kind of moment. You know, that Hollywood kind of THAT moment. People separated in McDonald's hallway in front of me, much like water separated before Moses eyes, and I saw her holding her chin in a palm. Everything turned in slow motion as I was looking to the most gorgeous girl. And then I saw my friends head band swinging in front of my eyes as he senselessly rushed to her. Like it's fit for a true bro'.

"How can we get to New Yourk?"
Funny thing, we did not really care about finding out where we were. We just wanted to know where to go.

Now hold on, next few moments are a bit blurry to me, so let me split it.
Girl talked.
Friend talked.
I watched.
My friend figured out how to get to New York.
I just did not care anymore about New York.
We have had one of those fights we occasionally do and it ended up in a known fashion.
He kept on going. I changed direction.
He walked out through the door.
I stayed and asked the girl out. She said yes.
*Wow, really. I, myself, am impressed.*

She said "yes" and immediately we were outside.
Dream became more vivid again. We were in the middle of a big city, full of rush. American fashion city, with yellow cabs and high skyscrapers. Have she taken me to New York? Teleportation was indeed possible, earlier events proved that already. Whatever the case, surroundings was unfamiliar. We were walking through the streets for a while and I had no idea where we were going, but I felt that I am leading.

Just for the record, my friend nowhere to be found.

We walked into a very strange building, and it suddenly struck me like it was the place we were going to in the first place! It was a museum, but very different from normal ones. It was huge square block, all gray and all glass. Sun was setting behind us and it casted evening type red reflections all over it. We went behind it to look for the entrance and there was a sign with big letters:

"RENAISSANCE
Entry from €33 to €55"

My reaction was: "I ain't gonna pay €55 for a museum!" It may not be the actual words I said. It may be there was some bad words involved. Who knows. But then I came up with another suggestion. "Let's have some ice-cream." Smooth, my other me. Very smooth. So we went the other way. I noticed we were not walking anymore. I was on the old school flair scooter while she was riding a bike.
Sadly, we could find no ice cream.

And so the dream ended.
And with it, my failed date.