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    Old Dream Dump

    by xSSFRx on 10-05-2018 at 12:17 AM
    When I made this account I was into LDs and writing my dreams down. I ended up forgetting about it. These are just some of the dreams that I found hidden in my old books, there's another one that I really wanted, but I can't find it. There are 10 in total.


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    May 24, 2018

    I'm in some kind of cavern, the walls are rock and dirt. There are these sentries like robots scattered around the area. I'm not sure what they do, so I don’t hide just yet, when one spots me, it's blue light turns red and it shoots this laser. I duck behind a rock, it makes a blackened mark on the wall behind me. Now warier, I make my way to my left, going up to a wall, it has a ladder on it, I climb it quickly, as I reach the top a sentry sees me, I jump behind another rock before it can fire. Gazing around, I noticed that the ceiling had tons of pipes and wires hugging it. There were also more sentries around me. Two were right below me, at least four somewhere in front of those, another four or so to my left. I didn't know what to do. As I stayed behind that rock, I saw someone, they had a weapon in their hand, wearing all black, I can't really remember his skin, but his hair was also black. He is breaking all the sentries, going for each one, dodging their lasers. I watch as he breaks one of the ones below me. The other laser powers up.

    "There's another one!" I yell to him, pointing at the one below me, he stares at me for a moment before smashing the next one.

    His name is Nathaniel, Nathan for short. We stay together and try find a way out. I'm not sure what happened entirely. This is one of the first dreams, it could even be from yesterday. All I know is that his arms were around me, holding me, I can feel his heartbeat under my hands. It's so peaceful holding him. I even woke up saying his name.

    There was a storm dream, had a boat, but it's boring.

    I was standing in Lionel and Megan's yard. There was no house behind me however, no roads. Just fields. The sky was cloudy, and it was very windy, the clouds seemed to be forming funnels. I sighed and looked around, trying not to think about the impending doom. I honestly didn't feel like being in a tornado at that moment. There were two others with me, one was I-Pin from KHR, and the other might have been Katanna. I went up to I-Pin and asked her if I can see Nathan again. She seemed hesitant, I asked again, and she took my hand. Leading me to a box. I thanked her and went in. The box took me back to the cave. This time without the sentries. I stared at it for a moment, seeing no sign of Nathan, I sat down. It took a few seconds before he came out of the box. I jumped up and yelled his name. He looked up at me. I smiled and tackled him, hugging him.

    We stayed together most of the time. I asked him if he was mad at me, about what, I'm not sure. I was in a hospital in one of my other dreams, cleaning blood off walls. We were in this room, it had a hospital bed in it, he was laying on it while I was looking through something.

    "I can see the real you... you look beautiful." I froze and turned to him.

    "Sure..." To me, being who I really am in my dreams, it's different, how I want to see myself and what I really look like... it's weird. I want to be who I really am, or at least resemble my dream self. It's hard... but it was reassuring. In my mind, who would want someone like me? A big woman who acts like a child half the time. I know I need to change, need to let go of my past, but, I just can't seem to let it go. Parts of my past haunt me, and it hurts. It hurts so much. Nathan saying he wanted me... it's weird, and I'm not sure how to feel about it.


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    Feb 7, 2018

    Just had a weirdo dream, Dana and I were outside, she was looking for someone, I was making fun of her for it, I followed her near the old house, standing atop a large snow hill. Suddenly, I fell into the snow, I screamed for her help, telling her that I was sorry and I loved her lol. I dug my way out the side, as I came through gasping for air, I felt the snow atop me starting to weigh down on me. I screamed for Dana again, digging myself out, I ran towards her. Freaked out, the two of us grab this rope and run. I feel the rope tighten around my ankle, looking back to the old house, I see two guys holding onto it, they were ghosts. I try get the dogs to attack them for some reason, soon we were screaming and trying to escape. I see another face floating in front of us, Dana is scared of it, but I recognized it.

    “GRIM!” I screamed out, he had his arms crossed and was staring at the two holding us captive. I scream for him, he glances my way and tells me to go. Dana and I ran into the house where it was safe. When the door was closed behind me, I saw a dog covered in green and red markings, kinda looked like kanji. I talked to grandpa, he had this chocolate spray thing? He sprayed paper and told me to ask Ducky about why they were following me. I had also commented to Dana that Grim never used to look like that. My own thoughts were that he was killing himself staying here protecting me… All in all, it was an odd dream.

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    Nov 24, 2017

    Some ugly ass clown thing was dragging me the the stairs on Sonia's, I was calling out for my dad or Aunty. I got to the middle part by the door, I was starting to get desperate, by using Jesus Christ's name, I was able to weaken it in order to stand up. The thing rushed at me, trying to bite me. I managed to use my hands to keep it away, I can feel it's ugly teeth on my fingers. I somehow managed to kick it down the stairs and run up the rest, laying myself between Sonia and another person, who for the most part, I assumed was my dad. I begged her to pray with me, for some reason or another, she refused. Though I know the the real one would in a heartbeat. Anyway, I hid by her like a baby, even going under the blanket for a moment. I looked up by the TV and seemed to see it again, only it was just a book. I think that's what made her not want to pray? She thought it was because I was watching scary movies?

    "Maybe I'll just wake up Jace for the hell of it." As I said that I looked to the other person beside me. He was already awake. He asked me what was wrong. I told him about said ugly clown.

    "It was just a dream, if it wasn't my fingers would be bloody!" I had laughed it off showing him my hands, his face was serious though, he jumped up and grabbed his sword before going to the other room, presumably to talk to the other shadow hunters. He then went down the stairs. I couldn't fall back asleep, so I got up and got a drink of sprite. According the the light from the door, it was around morning. Jace came back up the stairs, my sprite was now Pepsi, he stood by the door, I was at the top.

    "I need you to lure it out, it seems connected to you." I blanched.

    "Absolutely not! Are you crazy!?" The guy seemed silly for a moment, seemingly to try lighten the mood.

    "Would you rather I do it while you're awake, or have it come for you when your asleep?" I scowled at him. He held up three of his fingers, I shook my head no, he held up another three, again I said no. Soon I woke up. Still kind of shook from that dream tbh. At least Jace was hot, kind of a mix between the movie and Netflix version, more of the way I pictured him in my mind. I think there was more to this, I barely remember, but there was a dead baby, I said it was dead in the dream but it was clearly alive? Idk but I covered it up, and told it that it can uncover its face when I fell asleep, something happened and then I ran upstairs triggering above.


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    Jan 5, 2017

    This dream was a while back.

    The dream took place in a swamp like area, it had burnt and broken buildings littered around it. It also had small bodies of water that looked like they were filled with blood. Lilly pads were scattered all around in the water, and trees were everywhere.

    I remember being there before, but I knew for a fact that I had died last time. I remember the broken, roofless house, the house I had died in. I avoided it. Lots of people were scattered about, attending some type of party. Everything soon went to hell. Instead of being in the house and dying instantly, I was by some monster trucks this time. I climbed on and told the two in it to drive. A vampire jumped into it with us, as the truck was like a convertible, it had no roof. The vampire tried to kill us, I ended up knocking it down, or maybe one of the others did. Suddenly there are two werewolves, one with strawberry blond mane and the other jet black.

    They started fighting the vampire, it ended up hurting the lighter one, and was about to hurt the darker one. Without thinking, I jumped off the truck and killed it, as if them. I felt a connection the the darker one.

    They transformed into humans and I helped them into the truck. If we could make it down the road, we would reach a military base where we would be safe. More vampires came, I ended up jumping off and distracting them while the other two escaped. I was going to die... again. I ended up realizing I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. Wanting to see where they went, I flew after them.

    I got into the truck as we began to approach the base. I’m not lucid anymore, as I only wanted a different ending. The military guys say on of us is infected, that if we don’t get rid of him, they will shoot us all. I knew it was the light haired wolf. Who for some reason had black hair as a human. He reminded me of Alec, from the Mortal Instruments.

    I told the other wolf, Alex, we had to throw him off. He didn’t want to. Alex and Alec were like brothers. In the end Alex listened to me, and tossed the in-pain-dying boy off the edge. He was about to throw his ring with him, I stopped him and caught it.

    “Don’t.” He asked me why. I told him it was the only thing he had left of Alec, funny thing was, it was sliver.

    So, after we entered, we ended up in a mall like place. It had the layout of my school for some reason. I wore the ring on my left thumb, since it was to big for my other fingers.

    We settled in, in order for Alex to control and keep his co diction from others, he took special pills. The people somehow found out and tried staging something in my bathroom. Alex and I were signing papers to get a bigger house, when I needed the bathroom. I ended up running back to my apartment, I ran past some guy in a white hazmat suit.

    “I need to pee!!” When I entered, there were two guys in there. One was switching Alex’s pills, and the other was placing something into the toilet. I ended up asking what they were doing. They told me that Alex did this and that they had to arrest him. I argued that he couldn’t have done it as he was with me the whole day. I threw a fit and ran, pulling a fire alarm on my way out. I ran through a class room, telling them it was a false alarm as I ran, an announcement was made over the intercom telling them about it.

    Alex joined me outside, he was concerned. At this point I realized I was in love with him. I told him about the hazmat guys, then we left.

    He was running in wolf form while I flew through the air. I saw blue fairies trapped in bubbles, so I freed them. I also had the great fairy mask from MM for some reason.

    Alex and I went to this boat thing, we were fighting to get through men trying to capture us. I used the fire ball jutsu from Naruto, along with some earth jutsu.

    We got into a sunken ship tying to escape, turns out they wanted us there. Once inside I noticed that guys were hiding on the sides, before I can warn Alex, they shot us with tranquilizers.

    I could feel it shutting down my system, fighting it, I dragged myself into a platform. After regaining my breath, I turned to Alex. One of the men had him, had swam up behind him. I jumped back into the water to try save him. I was to late. The man had broken Alex’s neck. I dragged Alex through the water to the platform, trying in vain to wake him up.

    I snapped

    Turning into a being filled with rage and power, I killed everyone on that ship. A tattered black cloak covered my body, a blank white mask hid my face, twin scythes held in my hands, drenched in the blood of my enemies.

    Alex ended up being alive in the end.

    Later on I was in a mall with my sister. But in bras and pants. The cashier said something, Tia told him not to anger me, reminding him of what I was. She wasn’t afraid of me, just people setting me off. After that he said I can take anything for free. I saw a blank mask on the wall, it reminded me.

    “I am the symbol of fear.” The blank white mask, no holes, just a smooth mask.

    I was set off again and killed more people.

    In the end, Alex still loved me, and I killed a bunch of people.

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    Oct 4, 2016

    The top of the school was somehow flooded, ever evacuated the school and all sat in the front in the parking lot. My sweater was in front of me on the ground, I was wearing jeans and a grey shirt. At my sides were people, they each talked to the people around them. On my right was Robert, or Robbie as people call him, and on my left was Tanner, though I didn't know his name at the time. I couldn't see the person in front of me or behind me. Everyone saw a semi-truck drive by, it had a picture painted on its side of a pinup girl, I think her name was cookie or something, from a TV show I had watched the other day. I was getting cold, so I got up and went to my car to grab m sister's DIO sweater. I put it on and got in the car. Connie was driving the car, as I didn't like driving in the city. I went home.


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    April 29, 2016

    There was this swarm thing. Sean and I were in a truck, driving down the dump road, we ended up hitting a broken car. In the car were 4 kids, they were alright thankfully. We ended up getting onto a four-wheeler and taking the kids home with us. At this point I realized my powers were not working.

    Sean and I walked around the house, looking for things that could help us. I went back into the house and asked about the kids, they told be they were gone. Taking my broken Ipod, I rummaged through other electronics, I ended up building some type of sensor thing, this is how we found out about the swarm.

    Gathering weapons, we went to find the children, they showed up on the radar, then the swarm swallowed them whole. We ran to the area and saw it. There were thousands of bugs, they ended up attacking us, I tried to shoot them away, but remembered my powers didn't work. I was stung by the insect like beings. We ran away.

    Somehow I ended up singing 1000 words, it awakened my powers, using fire, I rid of the swarm. I woke up.

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    Aug 3, 2016

    I was in this apocalyptic world, zombies were everywhere, I might have even been one. Then this guy shows up, dragging me along with him through some kind of adventure, I wasn't even aware, I could see things passing by me, but I couldn't really think, I was just a mindless zombie.

    The man's name was Terry, he had long dark hair tied in a low pony-tail, dark coloured eyes, and was taller than me.

    He spoke to me about dreams, showed me ways to control them, yet none of them stuck. I couldn't understand. By the time I became lucid, I was close to waking up. He refused to answer anything I asked him, just smiled at me and left. I was at this modern like house, there was a rock near it, I sat on it as it lifted me away, showing suck a vividly beautiful scenery, birch trees scattered everywhere, a beautiful blue lake, and tons of field all around, nothing touched by the greedy hands of humanity.


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    ? 2016

    The setting is a modern like Sandy Bay, the Arena is now an apartment building/school. I lived in it with my husband, I was pregnant, I wasn't big, I just knew I was pregnant.

    I walked around the building, laughing as I peaked into classrooms. I ended up walking across the street, trying to find one of my classmates. Unable to find him, I went back to the other building. For the hell of it, I began kicking in classroom doors and running from the scene. I knew I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. I would become invisible and mess with the Dcs. I could hear my footsteps echoing off the floor and walls, I was wearing heels. A teacher ended up chasing me around, catching me in a dead end. I grabbed a remote, it controlled a water gun attached to the ceiling. I sprayed her with it, she screamed and ran away.

    I went back to my room laughing, my husband got back after me and asked what I found funny. I told him I was trolling people, he did not find it amusing. At this point I remembered my last dream, the one with Terry. I asked my husband if he knew Terry and where I would be able to find him. All he did was smile and tell me that he knew. All of a sudden, his mood changed, he was glared at me and turned away, telling me harshly that I had to find Terry on my own. I got mad and yelled at him, he ignored me. We were then in a restaurant full of people. I asked again, he turned to me and screamed.

    “FIND HIM YOURSELF!” I yelled back at him, becoming angrier with each second, the volume in the restaurant began increasing, my head began pounding.

    “EVERYBODY SHUT UP!” They all turned and stared at me in shock, I began to walk to the door, shoving my way past my husband. I kicked the door down and walked out onto the street, the restaurant I was in was now a bus. I was standing in the street, I was so angry. My husband came to the door and began to yell to me, I couldn't hear him. A nice silver/white car came driving down fast, the driver looked shocked and tried to slam the breaks.

    It was to late.

    I raised my leg and slammed my foot down on the hood of the car, stopping it in place and making it fly over my head. I grabbed it and threw it into more cars. Glass flew everywhere, I could feel it brushing my skin every now and then.

    I rolled to the side of the street, avoiding even more carnage, wiping any glass off my arms. I could feel it as I brushed it away. I changed the cars into trains and began throwing them around.

    A loud noise was heard above me, this transformer like thing fell from the sky. I ran from it, jumping from roof top to roof top. I was the corn plant from Garden Warfare 2, I shot it with corn as I ran. I ended up on a mountain, becoming myself. I sat there and looked down at the devastation that I had caused. I could hear the transformer seal thing getting closer. I closed my eyes and laughed bitterly, waking myself up in the process.

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    ? 22, 2016

    All I remember is being in the bathroom, trying to get water, but the tap didn't work. I heard something, turning to the noise, I saw this black portal thing, a dark hand began to reach out from it. I froze for a moment before backing away. The hand kept on reaching out, stopping at the shoulder. I began screaming and crying, my dad ran into the bathroom to ask what was going on. I just pointed at the wall sobbing. The words stuck with me.

    “It found me! Help me it's coming!”

    Dad couldn't see it, the hand just kept trying to grab me. I woke up soon after.


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    ? 2016

    Harley Quinn had a Joker baby, we somehow ended up killing the Joker and sealing his soul in a painting. Once Harley was gone, the Joker went crazy, shouting that no one would be able to hold him, he managed to escape and kill one of the crew members.

    I was on a ship with three others, each one controlled a part of the ship, it would only ever move when everyone used their control console. Each had their own cabin. I felt something off, I left my room to go check on the control centre. I saw the occupant be killed by the ghost of the Joker.

    Screaming, I ran out to go inform the others. The joker chased us, killing another in the process. Turning all the thrusters on, we managed to expel him off the spacecraft with the help of a Sealers ghost.

    As we continued on towards our destination, the Joker managed to posses a ball, the forge ball from Halo 3, he chased after us and attacked our ship. I took control and led us to a highly advanced planet. The orb was obliterated by their defence system.

    We landed, once we were out of the ship, we were told to remove all weaponry, complying with their rules, I removed the giant gun I was holding, rangers, a spaz 12, assault rifle, and a sword + more. Elsa took out less than me. She was disgusted by the creatures, I calmed her down. I spoke their language fluently, I remember his deep voice saying, “You speak our language beautifully.”

    He led us around, we were finally able to relax. We went to these indoor hot-springs, Elsa and I went into the female only part. Elsa was complaining about something, I ignored her. I told her there was a unisex side, she took off to go to it.

    I saw from Elsa's point of view, she went to the unisex side, only to be repulsed by the creatures that inhabited it. She left, only to bump into an alien who looked like her, she went back to the other side.


    I then saw from under the floor, I saw the two above me bump into each other, though I couldn't tell them apart. I swam up to them, breaking through the ice floor and swallowing one whole. I was some alligator type thing. I was the Joker.

    My vision switched back to myself, the walls fell away as people began to scream and run, the Joker came for us, using his tail to cut the people in his way. A princely looking man tried to help us, only to be paralyzed by the poison on the tail. The alligator dug a hole and dropped us into it.

    The paralyzing agent made us drool severely, I opened my mouth and let it all out, the other two copied me, soon enough we were able to move, I knew the Joker would come back to eat us. I began to dig a hole. The dream ended, but I somehow knew what would happen next.

    I would dig a hole all the way to my ship, the three follow behind me, they want to escape, but I wanted to fight. I grabbed my weapons.

    “If we don't stop him, no one will!” I knew that type of space gator, only certain weapons would be able to harm it. I picked up my giant gun, which looked like an M60.

    Once we killed the Joker, the defense system would take out his soul.

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    Yeah, these are just the ones I was able to find.

    The one dream entry I can't find is about a guy, his name was Mr. Gravis, or along those lines, I think I even put Garris, I confused his name anyway. He acted odd, telling me that I was dreaming, startling me, getting me to kiss him, holding dream secrets over me. Overall, he was different than other DCs.
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