Pregnancy dream

Hello All. I'm new here & posted this dream on the DJ. One comment I received suggested I use this subforum as well......so here goes:
Good evening. I am needing help with 2 recurring dreams that have been going on for the past 3-5 years. The first one is a recurring dream that I am pregnant. I am ecstatic, but as time progresses I realize that I have not gone into labor & that giving birth is not in the near future although I've carried the baby to term. in short, I never have the child. I cannot provide alot of detail as I've had this dream sooo many times in the past.The setting or ppl may change in the dream but the situation is always the same. A little before I started having these dreams, I would have the reoccurring dream that I had a child that i'd just simply forgotten about. my other children would be in the dream which I was aware of, then it would hit me like a ton of bricks that I had another child. it would scare the daylights out of me & I'd frantically try to find the child (which I usually did, the child was usually an infant & would be mildly malnourished). And oddly enough years before that I had an isolated dream that I was walking with two children.....they were completely black (not race wise but like charcoal), shriveled with no facial features at all. I don't relate any of these dreams to pregnancy or mothering issues because I've been pregnant 7 times, had 7 live births & my children are happy, healthy & well taken care of. I've been so lengthy so I'll save the other recurring dream for another time. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated!!

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