It’s great that you’ve provided a lot of background information because doing so always helps to provide a more accurate interpretation.
As you outlined, you’re away from your parents for the first time and in a very intense music school environment where things feel a bit surreal.
So it’s safe to say that your upsetting dream is all the same trying to help you regain a feeling of stability and centeredness in the face of all this by probably trying to rebalance certain attitudes and values etc. that maybe are being too strongly influenced by your environment.
For example, the dream takes you back to High School and to art classes which you enjoyed.
There, a kind of “choice” is presented symbolically between the generally kind and supportive Miss C vs. the moody and bitter Miss T who, instead of making you feel good about yourself, made you feel vulnerable.
Miss C is missing, having gone to the toilet, perhaps implying that she doesn’t shy away from allowing normal bodily functions to be taken care of no matter at what time they may appear.
This has the symbolical dimension, for example, of “peeing” which medically speaking is called “the expression of urine”.
On analogy, this links “peeing” with allowing ourselves to feel our emotions instead of “keeping them in”. If a person curtails urination for much too long, this can have serious medical consequences. In an equivalent way, slowing down or even preventing the flow of emotions can have damaging psychological results.
So you and the others must go to a higher level to another art class, implying perhaps the idea of “going further up” in an intellectual sense and further away from the “ground” floor which is closer per se to your instinctive side.
There at this “higher intellectual level” you meet once more the embittered Miss T. Perhaps unfortunately, the outer woman was like that from having been cut off from her natural emotional side too much.
Near her, you feel a bit empty, lonely and melancholy, perhaps the dream’s way of hinting that you might have to be careful not to let your feeling side be ignored too much or the same type of thing could happen to you that happened to her.
She’s put on a lot of weight, maybe hinting at the fact she’s “out of balance” with her instinctive side, allowing her body to become “slower” and “out of trim” as it were. For instance, many people consume sweet foods to unconsciously compensate for not feeling enough the natural, warm, sweet feelings of loving themselves.
The dream shows you as having a sense of pride in wanting to visit Miss C again and to maintain a connection with her, probably meaning that you should maintain a strong connection with your own sense of feeling good about yourself through thick and thin.
You need to go to the toilet which is another floor “up” again, but even further “up” and away from the “ground” by turning out to be on a mountain top, suggesting symbolically the clear, cold air and blue skies of an overly intellectual attitude that’s too far away from emotion.
Here, the dream begins a much more intense phase which essentially revolves around the image of menstrual blood.
In a way, perhaps the dream is hinting symbolically at the need to leave a kind of “routine” approach to your periods and to sense more fully the deeply spiritual dimension of menstruation.
For example, deep-seated traditional myths and practices etc. often emphasize the curative and fertilizing properties of menstrual blood and these ideas spontaneously appear in the dreams of modern women.
Symbolically, this means that if a woman can remain in contact with her feminine “tides” (as related to the lunar month of menstruation instead of “mechanical”, “atomic clock” time), she is more likely to be led into herself and to hear subtle hints of new “life” at organic, intellectual and creative levels.
In contrast, cultural legacies persisting in the music school might be tending to push you away too much from listening to your natural, feminine self and its deep contact with all forms of “creativity”.
This might be expressed symbolically by the used pads becoming disgustingly attached to your right arm.
Possibly, an inner conflict is forming between a more responsive feminine side of you (Miss C) and a more detached and non-feeling side of you (Miss T).
In this scenario, certain unpleasant symptoms (pads sticking to your arm) might be kind of “fighting back” to retain a greater “feminine” presence albeit in an upsetting way, maybe through upsetting emotions like worry and fear etc. that sometimes might be appearing.
And perhaps you’re feeling more tired than you normally should be even in your challenging environment, and there could even be a danger that obsessive thoughts about a negative body image might appear if you’re not careful to nurture your innate feminine side more often (e.g. you’re virtually naked and feel ugly etc.).
If so, this would tend to disrupt even further your connection to outer world activities (as symbolized by your “right” arm being cut, bleeding and almost useless).
The three older men sitting in the washroom could represent an “inappropriate” influx of negative self-hurtful judgements and opinions along the lines of “Why on earth are you studying music when you haven’t got one iota of talent?” etc. etc.
Perhaps your assertiveness skills need bolstering because, although an almost instinctive and healthy reaction to stand up for yourself occurs (you warn off the man with a wild noise and brandishing of your bloody arm), you weaken too soon and have to deal again with his beckoning to you. (If this idea seems to fit in with your own situation, you might like the book “Asserting Yourself” by Bower and Bower).
The flood in the toilet might be hinting at the possibility that “uncontrolled” emotions, say, of worry or anxiety etc. could possibly appear on the scene too often.
The crux of any underlying problem apparently could be about “relationship” because the dream ends with the apparent “not-caring” of your friends who don’t seem to have missed you.
So to sum up, the dream might be urging you to always keep up a close connection with your own internal feelings and values as opposed to sacrificing them to perhaps certain “outer” values that aren’t really “you”.
Anyway, without knowing anything much about you, this way of looking at your disturbing dream might not fit your actual circumstances very well, but I hope these ideas can be helpful in some way.
Please feel free to ask any questions or to make any comments about this particular way of looking at your dream.
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