Nightmares with true horror.

Although I have mostly good dreams, when I have nightmares they are completly negative and disturbing.

Down the street of houses I live on I was playing basketball by myself. This house I was playing basketball on had a whole load of dreams in it so did the street im on. But I didn't go inside of it I walked back to my house, for some reason in all my dreams on my street almost everbody I know in school is walking hanging out or playing sports, that means my street is ussualy a mall. So I walk back to my house and I see like 50 people just hanging out at my house. 2 times before they went and chased me and it ended a little nightmare. But this time no.

I was greeted by all the people they were just hanging out and stuff. So I was hanging out. Seemed like a good dream but my mom opens the blind and tell me to get the people off im about to when my friend in real life, a girl, starts um seducing me? and telling me she wants to go somewhere else, I look back at my house and the whole neighborhood is tranformed. This ussualy happens in my dreams. I call it a future jump because sometimes setting change to how it would be in the future in many years. Every house on my street was a broken down house, everything cold all houses gray and cementey. At the window of my house is barbed wire, I see my finance teacher walk out telling me and the girl I was with that we can go somewhere else. We ran holding hands and happy, I was of course happy but I really wanted to see what was going on.

We run out of my street to a street of resurants would naturally be in real life.. It wasn't huge builting of metal and all i hear is yelling. All around me I see the people who but a negative influence on my live. We keep walking and above the buliting people throw massive slabs of rocks at everybody below, there was a hell of alot of people below. I saw people dieing and runnng. the girl next to me ran a different direction. And I go up the builtings to the stairs I see gunfights and everything. I start yelling and hitting these rock throweres with the rock throwerers. I was actually in control. But they told me they did it because it was fun. I don't know how you guys dream, but mine are completly non-lucid, but lucid enough that I can feel extreme pain when I lose somone in a dream. I got mad, but out of nowhere a shot hit a 13 year old looking kid in the head. I was next to him. This lady on the rock throwing side asked if he was ok. The kid was knelled and un emotionally said "its weird... squishy.. and cold" he said the word cold with a face of horror like if i was watching a war movie in real life. Immedialty afterwards he died. I ran jumping buliting to builting trying to get out and I woke up.

This dream did an impact on me. Like a watching someone die and as if I lost important people to me. Other than myself whenever I lost someone in a dream I lose them forever in a dream. It made me notice how evil the human race can be and at the same time how stupid and egolistic ( the girl seducing me ). Anyone has any suggetions to how or why i had this dream? Iam very positive but have horrible dreams, such as in middle school everday I had tornado reacurring dreams everyday for a year.