Originally Posted by
Kalahna
Recently I keep waking through the night, it seems to have been the last 3/4 nights, around 2am, 3am, 4am.
I've been having a recurring nightmare, which ends up waking me up, but I wake up and I'm in tears, and too shaken to go back to sleep.
In the dream I'm with Kelly (IRL she's a friend, but not a close friend) at my house (its got all my furniture and stuff but its a completely different house) and i realise ive got to go to work but ive got loads of housework to do, so she says she'll do the housework, so i can go to work, and then wait at mine until I finish.
When I get back, and theres nobody in the house.
I try ringing her, no answer, try texting, no answer...then all of a sudden im in the pub, im sat there, with a bunch of our friends (none of which i recognise in real life) and kelly arrives... shes smoking a cigarette, and says hi to everyone, but seems very off with me.
I try to talk to her, but she gets emotional, and then one of the blokes tells me that she cant bring herself to talk to me. With that, she bursts into tears and runs out, and the bloke tells me she found something under my stairs in the cupboard when she was putting the ironing board away.
I keep asking, and eventually he says in hushed tones that its a dead body, but looks like its been there for a long time, and was decomposed so badly it really messed Kelly up.
Kelly and I end up talking about it privately, but when we get back to the table, everyones acting weird with me, but then all of them state that they know it wasnt me that killed the person but that I should take a look at it and do something about it.
I dont. Every time im at home, I avoid the cupboard. There's no smell coming from the cupboard, but I keep imagining what it must look like in there (from what I remember, a load of gunk and goo) and I get to a point where I'm really torn because I dont know whether to phone the police, or just carry on and pretend it isn't there.
At one point I even debate cleaning up in there and getting rid of it, but i get myself into such an emotional frenzy, and I'm crying and shaking, and this is always the part where I wake up.
My problem now is that I can't stop thinking about the dream, it's running through my head all day, and really affecting everything I do.
Please, if someone could interpret this for me, maybe it could set my mind at ease slightly?
Thank you,
Hanna
