Recurring Dreams I don't understand
Okay to start off I'm 17, turn 18 in 2 months. I've always had weird dreams since I can remember, every single dream I ever have always consist of at least a few elements of previous dreams I've had, for instance one dream will take place with me skipping school and walking home, and going the wrong way. Some dreams are my old house, or just a variation of mixed amount of dreams I've had over the years. Odly I can never remember most of them, but when I dream it, I know I've had some type of dream that resembles it.
Today, which made me want to join this forum. I had a dream for hours, I went to sleep at Midnight, and slept until 7 pm dreaming these "dreams". As I slept longer I began to come to reality of my actually dreaming in a state of being awake but not able to wake up, which I didn't want to anyways because I loath to sleep and trance into one of these crazy dreams.
I don't know if you guys will actually read this, but here is what I can remember, and I hope you can help me to understand this. It does contain some sexual stuff but it's a dream.
The first part I don't quite remember, the most I can remember at the start is a woman in my old house I've never met before, and can't remember her face. I used the bathroom and she went in, catching my eye as she does so. I walk into the kitchen and there's a party going on at the diner table, of all people I've never met before, except for one girl. This girl is ALWAYS in every dream I've ever had, she resembles (that I can remember) a girl I used to be so madly in love with and used to hang out with in that house. I then walk out of the kitchen and walk passed the bathroom to see the door open, and that women playing with herself, with the soap. I'm instantly naked and she tries to hide her hand, but I walk in and nod and she moves her hand, and I proceed to give her oral. It feels so real in my mouth, and then the dream stops and moves on to the next. I'm back in my old high school walking through the hallways (I dropped out at 16) I see a few friends that I can recall, but not the girl. As I walk passed old classes, I feel the urge to skip school and walk out the front door, as I walk out I see a kid from my school whom I hated yet always wanted to be his friend, and some kid I don't remember. They were messing around with my cat Taz, telling me it's ok we wont hurt him. I pick up my cat and walk away. They ask, "Where are you going" I reply "Home", and proceed to walk the wrong way. Now this part of the dream is very scary for me, and contains looping for what seems like hours and hours. As I walk down the street I come acrossed my 2 dogs, Lou and Sady. They already have a leach so I take them with me. Most of this is blurry but I remember walking through peoples houses because there is no road, these people are weird and don't seem to mind that I pass through, but I'm lost- I go through these houses multiple times and at one point when the looping stops, I come out of a house and see a cop... but when I walk over to him to see what the trouble is, I notice he has down-syndrome and walks right past me... the dream proceeds to stop and I come to another house I dream about all the time, yet if you told me to draw it or map it out, I cannot. Only thing I remember, is the girl lives upstairs, and there's a little window big enough for and her to squeeze through that leads to the roofs, though she never goes through it. Her mom (the women in the bathroom) lives here too. We do many things I care not to explain, but I've never once done anything with this girl. This part of the dream is hazy as well, but at the end of the dream things get crazy. There's some type of group trying to kill us, and I have to save everyone in the house. I go outside and fight them for a long time, and when it's done I come through that little window, and walk downstairs to see a man that knows me, but I don't know him, who has soldiers with him comming in through the door. And the dream end's, and repeats until I wake up. Every night it's a different dream, but same properties, places, people. Though there is even more things that this dream did not have, it's always just a mixture of them.
Does somebody have an idea?
