One more thing that's interesting.
You are exactly right, one desire appeared more enticing than the other. However, when you declared that..
You have to realize what is underneath the desire for you and/or your body to conform to the addictive substance or activity.
The addiction is not sustained through the addictive substance and/or activity, it is the wounds, fears, and anything that prevents happiness that one is trying to mask. That is what is underneath the desire, the motivation, for one to enable themselves to use the addictive substance and/or behavior.
The addictive behavior is a method of controlling stress, and as long as it can give them the sense of feeling happy, they will continue to do so.
They are basically using that substance that creates the behavior to continue doing so as an excuse for controlling stress. And I don't mean this in an negative way, it is their choice to use this to control something, to alleviate themselves from the wounds/fears/etc. that would prevent them from sustaining happiness.
Some addicts do not consider fast-forwarding the situation should they choose to use the substance/activity. If they can see the outcome, ponder on the consequences, it helps with them understanding that the detriments are greater than the temporary benefits.
But here's a situation that can imply that there can be freewill in one's own path of overcoming an addiction.
When a person knows someone has an addiction, the first response, the instinct if you will, is to rescue them, to save them....this leads to controlling them, lecturing them, showering them with negativity that does not help the situation at all.
In fact, it's avoiding the problem, because the person who cares for this person with the addiction is trying to save that person as a means to make themselves feel good.
There cannot be true freedom if one uses others as sources of happiness. They have to be responsible of their own happiness.
Then they can feel freedom, because basing happiness from others is like an addiction itself, because you rely on others to exhibit your addictive behavior of using them to feel good.
They can let the desire be their excuse to continue this, but they have to make the decision, the choice, the will, to actually become aware that they have the problem.
It's this same awareness that distinguishes us from animals.
So how can a person who uses others for their happiness overcome this addictive habit of doing so? They align themselves to the solution without denying the problem they have.
Here's another situation that can imply freewill.
If there's a support center, or a rehab center that focuses on what's underneath the desire that causes the addictive behavior in the first place, and the addict is aware of this, but chooses not to...it's because if they wanted to change, they have to take full responsibility of their actions.
So if they knock on the door at the center, here's where they have to make the decision:
Once they person opens the door, they wait for the person to make an action...they wait for them to demonstrate that they are willing to take full responsibility into finding a behavior that is of benefit to them rather than a detriment.
Because if the support group "pulls them in" and says "Come on in, come in!" the addict is falling for their suggestion. If the addict relies on their suggestion, rather than taking full responsibility of themselves, they will continue to use that person's support to fuel themselves to continue with the addictive behavior.
The support itself sustains how they can control stress, and they not only take advantage of that, it doesn't stop them from gradually moving away from the addictive behavior.
The support (people are specialized in seeing addicts go through this) have to realize that they make sure that the addict has to take the initiative to make a change to themselves, instead of being spoon fed with "you can't do this!" "This is bad for you!"
If the support can show that they themselves are responsible for their own happiness and health, then the addict may feel compelled to reflect that nature.
And the point where it seems they won't have freewill (to an extent) is the breaking point. By the breaking point, it means there is no way for the addict to continue with their addictive behavior. So they have NO choice (temporarily) than to either find ways to get back to the addiction, OR take full responsibility into changing that behavior to something of positive nature.
It's the through their demonstration, not words, that shows they are making the choice, that they are not using the desire, or the urge the body needs to reach equilibrium as an excuse to continue the addictive behavior.