Does drug addiction turn some people evil, or were the evil ones already evil?
This is a philosophical/psychological/sociological issue I have been wrestling with for many years. I have been close to a lot of drug addicts, and I have watched some of them come to show that they are totally cold blooded and do not have consciences. What I want to know is if they ever did have consciences. Were they bad people who knew how to act like good people? I know that drug addiction is a monster to deal with. Cravings can be outrageously overwhelming, but when a person can steal and really hurt people who care about them without ever showing they feel any major level of guilt, it seems like it might say something about who the person was in the first place. Many of them will do anything to keep the habit. Did they suddenly become pathologically selfish when they weren't before?
I have had my own issues with drugs, including pain killers. I never got as bad off on them as a lot of people I have known, but I had very strong cravings and did the stuff very regularly. A day without a few fixes was a day that didn't truly count as a real day, as far as I was concerned. I used needles for several months. Quitting hurt like Hell, but I did it. In the time I was addicted, I never once stole from anybody and never lost my capacity for empathy and remorse. Although I have been addicted to pain killers, I do not relate to the grand level of cold evil that many addicts are on. I cannot picture myself there under any circumstances.
Somebody very close to me took a bad turn a few months ago. He was somebody I really trusted and thought a whole lot of for a very long time. Now he is just a machine that cares about nothing but keeping his habit going. He has stolen from me, told me horrific lies, and acted like an absolute schmuck. He has seen with his own eyes and heard with his own ears how much he is hurting people, including his family members, with his outrageous behaviors, and he doesn't really seem to care at all. What kind of person is this? Can his evil really be fully blamed on his addiction?
If he is willing to hurt people so much to keep his habit going, it seems like he is at least not the kind of person who would run into a burning building to save people or jump into really cold water to save somebody from drowning. Such selfish drug addicts are not exactly the die for your country types. If they were, wouldn't they fight their addictions with everything they have and choose suffering over destroying other people? The bravest military heroes don't use extreme discomfort or the fear of death as an excuse for running away from a battle at all costs. What's a drug addict's special excuse? Is there one?