But I have a great concern about humanity as a whole[/b]
I know you do,I know you're a good guy and you believing something else as I do doesnt change anything about who you are as a person. Or as a human, or a soul. In my eyes.
I would like to hear why you've also taken yourself away from what you were raised under and decieded on an entirely different path. What triggered that?[/b]
To be honest with you, I dont really know, I cant describe that with words why I choose a spiritual point of view, diffirent, from what was common. To me, it didnt feel right.
Im sorry I dont truely know how to put it, it just didnt feel right, and now it does. The puzzle becomes more and more complete now to me, and I feel very good under it.
Like I said, religion for me, is hard to put under words, its a feeling.
Its strange, its easy for me to describe the way I do things.. but its hard to describr why, and its hard to describe where all this flows from, its a feeling deep inside my heart, and all around me, I found peace with myself and my religion. My goal in this life and all the lifes I shall ever have is to help others, to reduce the pain in this world even a little bit, not to obtain the ultimate religious goal. No matter where I shall be taken, no matter where I end up, I shall live and die by compassion, I will try improve the situation, I will help others, to everything I can. And if my religion is not right, Im afraid that is too bad, I feel I can never be doomed, no, as long as I have compassion, amd love to give. Which I will always have, nobody can take that away from me.
My true dream is to become a bodhisatva, one who is enlighted and could escape the circle of life on this plane, but remains here to keep out helping others out of compassion and kindness. I dont care how long I must stay here, be it a milion lives while all others pass on to new worlds, I will bring forth compassion.
This might sound strange to you, but I am filled with it, and for me there is no other way then that way. And I feel asif Ie already found enlightment(I didnt but sometimes it feels that way). Nothing can stop me, nothing can break me.
I indeed have respect for "the creation" and its people, more then anything, and more then anything I care for it, and thats why, I do, what I do.
The name below my avatar, is a buddhistic god being, he is the manifestation of the emotion, yes, compassion.
if I was a god, I wouldnt care if people believed in me, I wouldnt care if they worshipped me, I would care about if they lived in peace and harmony with eachother, if they dont cause pain to eachother, if they treat their planet with respect. And so on and so forth.
Well, I should stop going on =P You get my point I hope, I really dont know what I am saying anymore. Peace ^_^
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