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Originally posted by Taosaur
Woot! *No-self!
Take your time digesting this realization, Airrick, it can get a little messy. *
My first direct experience of no-self in this life was age 14. *I slept out on the lawn, and somehow consciousness arose independent of ego. *My senses were wide open--I could hear birdsong and soft wind, see sunlight through my eyelids, smell grass--but there was nothing in the middle of those senses marking off boundaries of \"this is me\" and \"this is not me.\" *Instead I experienced everything as continuity--perceiver, perception, and perceived as one fluid whole. *Quite liberating.
right, i experienced this 2 daays ago, and now i'm thinking about "life", "time", even "excistence" and that kind of stuff, more than i did my previous 13 years (for "I" am 14)... and it feals, thinks and is very very strange and... yeah, strange and really undescribable.... :makeitstop: