So here is my first topic about spirit life and it deals with the nature of God.
I started to blame God for all the things evil that came over me since the spring of 2011, I was a Krishna devotee and when I noticed that he was before me and against me, I started to blame him for all the evil that had come over me and had come over me in the past.
I entered into a fight with him in my heart and drove him far and I mean far away from me, I started to worship sexy and lusty Morrigan, Celtic Goddess of War and Death.
I mean, there are religions who say that God has an evil side that has seperated itself from God, so in that case God is not anymore responsible for the evil actions of this material world, God is good !!
Another question might pop up now and that is why are we here in this material world in which we are sure to die, while our original constitution eternal is, we are eternal blissful souls who have nothing to do with this temporary pool of death called the material world.
I mean, somewhere up in those eternal worlds something happened that made us "fall down", but if the eternal worlds of happiness, undestructable worlds of pure bliss, knowledge, joy, being there unborn so undying, what makes us come down to these material worlds in which we suffer so much, if not we, than just watch the news for a while and discover other people who are suffering beyond anything, if not these people we see on the news, than take our friends or acquintences or friends of friends who have diseases or are killed or injured by some injustice we can call individual karma.
How can that be ?
What happened up there ?
Did we tell God we have enough of all the good times and we now are ready to undergo untold suffering compared to a little happiness we derive from the material world, like making money, saving for a new and big house, a nice car, a beautiful wife and nice kids we love but we cannot take with us when we die, so what's that love worth anyway ?
You get attached to these things and people and then cruel death comes to get us, leaving us in agony and panickstricken.
If the eternal worlds up there are eternal worlds of form anyway, why should we experience the perverted gross material and temporary state of it here on planet earth or for my sake anywhere in the material universe ?
Bottom line is......if we are happy, eternally happy, why come down here ?
Did God make us come down, was it an order ? Did we ask for it ourselves to do service for God on this planet to achieve something for him ? Was it a deal between us and God ?
That would not only make him perverted, but us as well !!!
We are all under the direction of God, so if he wants us to die from a terrible disease, he does so, if we try to see the good in it, like cleaning out our bad karma (which karma ? we come back to that later), then we can see it as something good because that bad stuff is gone and will not come back.
He can make us happy too by giving us material things, but best is of course to get the hell out of this material world, back home, back to God.
About karma and free will, personally I don't believe in free will, I believe God is directing everything in this, and countless other universes. I have learned in Krishna Consciousness that not a straw in the street is moving without his sanction.
So basicly Krishna is controling everything, that's why they call him Isvara, the great controler.
But if there is free will, we personally are responsible for our actions and we have to undergo the karma connected with it.
If I find out the answer to this question why we got here, than my life is succesfull.
Any thoughts on this ?
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