Don't worry, Xei, I am seeing a psychiatrist since May this year, as a matter of fact, I am in two group therapy sessions a week now, I'm doing good :)
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Don't worry, Xei, I am seeing a psychiatrist since May this year, as a matter of fact, I am in two group therapy sessions a week now, I'm doing good :)
14-17 minute short film
Islam: A peaceful Religion
Oh well, I just got an idea to express my feelings here to avoid misunderstanding and seconds later I heard fireworks explosions on the square which is located just outside the street where I live, I don't buy it.......it's 1am.
anyway, I do not, repeat, I DO NOT regret my original postings, my first postings which I started my threads with, I only could have REACTED differently on you guys, let this be clear !!!!
Have a nice day ;)
I just saw this. Thank you for diving at an opportunity to put a big label on my mental abilities in general because I misread a sentence and said "four" instead of "two." High five!
I remember reading Erik's extreme Islam bashing threads, and I am a good bit skeptical about this thread. I have let that show some. So sorry.
I love you too.
yesterday I was a little drunk when I posted this, now I am reading this again.......auch........I shouldn't be posting when I drank a bottle of wine, never did that, never will do that again.
Okay, so I am not sorry about everything I wrote about what I thought would be, that's okay, however, I AM sorry the way I reacted on you guys, that is my genuine feeling, therefore I started this thread and it is well meant.
On the other side, I don't really know if Islam will take over in one night, I don't really know if the Illuminati are going to use Islam to wipe out Christianity and I don't know if Nostradamus was right or not. I don't really know if I have to believe all this stuff I have written down, will pass.
To be honest, I don't give a shit anymore, all the psychoses I had taught me to see God in everybody's heart, to see everybody as a divine instrument, it's just the beginning phase but I will be there, a lock in my thinking has been unlocked for the better.
Yes, I was drunk yesterday, I stopped smoking weed on Januari 2nd and feel sharp, clear and normal again, I realize that with wine I can do strange things, I never planned to react on this thread anymore but I suddenly got the desire to do so.
So........maybe things will happen in the future, maybe the things I described, but I am not so occupied with this anymore, it's all what God wants and I am just such a small small soul.
I should be more honest about how I feel about it, I indeed do not know if these things will come to pass, but my feelings are that they will, it's hard to imagine in these times, but there's a feeling in me that really feels that these wars in the future will come to pass, but I don't know for sure intelectually.
So again sorry for my reactions on you guys, they were very childish and I really mean this from the bottom of my heart. I am just not apologizing for the first post in every thread I made, but I do apologize for my stupid reactions. I feel very sorry about the anger I threw at you despite the fact that I was attacked and ridiculed each and every time.
I just read a few of my threads, here and on another forum, dreammoods, and I read that I used the N-word, I didn't know at the time that is was so offensive to the Africans, I just recently found out, so here I am to make my apologies to the African community for having used the N-word, I am sorry!
And I am sorry for the first postings, I do regret that I posted so many threads here on this forum, I shouldn't have done that and I just had to keep it to myself.
And I am also sorry for the fact that I used the word "muzzie" instead of muslim, I can understand that this is also offensive for the muslims out there, so here you are guys, I am sorry for using that word.
And another thing, in my thread: "The Illuminati's plan to wipe out Christianity" Puresoul wrote in reply 58 :
But know this when Islam will rise again there will be no christianity no illuminati no judaism
in reply 59 I wrote as a reaction:
I love you so much :)
And then the confusion started, in reply 76, Blueline said:
Somehow Erick has managed to equate "not being a whacked-out, paranoid Islamophobe" with "Islam is the most bestest religion in the world let's all be Muslims."
And then I wrote in reply 80:
What I meant was that the guy, PureSoul, wrote exactly what I was prophecyzing, namely that Islam will wipe out Christianity, and he very much meant it !!
I quoted him, being happy that he was stating what I was writing in the beginning of my thread, that's why I wrote that I love him so much, he backed me up !! As a muslim, not being ashamed to admit that what I wrote about it, Islam will do !!
A muslim backing me up while you guys are putting me down, that's the irony
So I meant that I wrote that I love him so much is just because Puresoul wrote what I was thinking and that is what islam would try to do, namely wipe out all of the other religions to replace them with islam.
So I wanna clearify that I do not love the guy because he said islam will wipe out other religions, but just that I love him that he was saying what I was thinking islam would do. I don't really love the guy actually, but it was a figure of speech.
I write this just to make sure to you that I don't love muslims who wanna wipe out other religions, that's why I am coming back on this now after reading my own thread today and to avoid misunderstandings.