So.. what your saying is if most of the population stopped beleiving, he'd smite us. Seems unfair.. I've heard about this free will thing that christians like to talk about.. so we don't have free will to stop beleiving? Also seems unfair. So he doesn't care about any of the wars, or famines, etc. But he cares about people beleiving in him. Geez, I heard god was nice. But, if he cares about us all, and since he is all mighty and do whatever he wanted, he could stop all wars, all famines, make sure nobody's getting hurt, etc, in a second. But instead, he cares about beleiving in him.
What an egotistical bastard.[/b]
I'm in college, you stupid jackass. And I live in the city, you stupid jackass.[/b]
you have very convoluted thought, and misinterpeted leo (which is perhaps somewhat understandable if you haven't read many of his posts).
i know where you are coming from. i was raised as a fundamentalist christian, and went through a stage where i felt the need to rage against a god and system of thought i hated.
eventually i came to the point where i realized this rage was a waste of time, and was clouding my judgement. if my previous beliefs (which i likely never truly believed in) were all bullshit, the best course of action was to debunk them in a way acceptable to me, and then move on to something better.
you can't have it both ways. either we have free will, or we don't. if we don't, nothing you do or say matters anyways. people killing each other in war are not responsible for their actions, nothing can be done to stop famines, etc. humanity is essentially a cogworks played with by god. your struggle for meaning is meaningless.
alternately, we may have free will. in this case, how can you get angry at a determinist god who you do not accept for the darker side of life? you might as well rage against santa clause for giving you an unwanted present at christmas, when you know he doesn't exist, and your friend gave it to you.
wars are caused by people like you and i. humans choose to eek out an existence on land predisposed to famine, and sometimes contribute to environmental conditions predisposed towards famine.
the majority of the poverty and starvation in the world right now is caused by the lifestyles of first worlders such as you, me, and most people you know.
god is forcing nobody to exist in this dualistic world. life happens. parents are responsible for caring for and raising defenseless, helpless infants, and children. teenagers and adults could kill themself anytime they wanted.
you CHOOSE to live. you CHOOSE to believe there is something better than the fundies' pathetic excuse for a god. or you are a pawn in that very god's malicious sequence of events.
make a choice.
personally, i lean towards the interpetation leo was describing. i believe we are all participants in "god's" evolution. i believe we all freely participate, and decide our conditions in life. i believe each human chose to don flesh, and the dualistic conditions of our earth and universe in order to grow and develop in the face of resistance.
lifting air doesn't build strength, lifting weight does.
if you are going through a stage where it is neccessary to lash out against those whom you feel have wronged you by shoving a wrathful, illogical god down your throat since childhood, so be it. but at a certain point you must realize that they were just trying to find meaning, the same as you.
show them a better meaning, which causes you to live in a superior way. otherwise, what grounds do you have for thinking your differing beliefs better? you strike me presently as just as angry, bitter, and negative as many fundamentalists.
if you live your life in a negative manner, always fighting something you claim to be foolish and untrue, they still win. the only way you will rise above the past is to find a better way/belief system, and work towards that in a positive sense.
live for something, instead of in opposition to what you wish did not exist. good luck in your journey my friend it is possible to leave childhood gods behind, though it took me the past ten years to question, invalidate, and rise above christian fundamentalist doctrine.
and ultimately my view of things is this. i am responsible only for myself. i can only change myself (and others indirectly through my be-ing). direct your energy towards what you can change, not what you cannot.
just some thoughts. peace and love...
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