Define sane (googel): mentally healthy; free from mental disorder; "appears to be completely sane"
reasonable: marked by sound judgment; "sane nuclear policy"
insane (google):
afflicted with or characteristic of mental derangement; "was declared insane"; "insane laughter"
harebrained: very foolish; "harebrained ideas"; "took insane risks behind the wheel"; "a completely mad scheme to build a bridge between two mountains"
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I would not call my self sane. Nor would not call my self insane... Rather unsane if you need to put a name to my state of mind that is always changing and developing.
Insanity and sanity are just words, Religiongious books are just words. It's all about feelings.
I say "happy, ultimate, love, god". What does those words mean to you? Try putting on your favorit music and tell your self while listneing to it: This is how I define those words, and just lett your brain go with it and enjoy!
Beliving in words is insanity for me. I belive in feelings. To speak is to lie. To listen and belive is to die inside.
why have doubt? Just belive in the experiance and go with the flow. You are now. You feel now. everything else is just storys for us to learn from.
Belive what you need to belive. Feel what you need to feel...
I have nothing to fear in this world as I respect my self and all my actions. I am the only one who can judge me and I dont even know who "I" am. But that does not matter... I belive in me, I love me, and I see me in you.
The way you choose to feel in a certin situation (aware or unaware) defines your view on life... Always changing... Change can be scary... Scary can be funny.
You belive in free will?
Free will = fredom to chose how to feel. Happines is choise.
Oh well... I'm going to bed =)