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NonDualistic
Falling inward, yet moving outward
Such is the death self must endure
Relinquishing that tendancy for self reflection
That incessant need to know one exists
That latent thought, "i am"
Of what use is "i" , "me", and "mine"
There is no true division, only distinction
Shimmering ripples on the surface of the water
i feel The Presence
Vishnu rising within
i turn as to meet Self, face that which self cannot face
i must surrender to , die to , fold back into
Terror, grasping
Fear, rising
Anxiety, building
Egos trumpets screaming in this mind
Clawing, weeping, teeth gnashing
Cant let go, hold on, keep firm the grip
Damn this beast, die now, suffer no more
Drown in the depths and see such never was
That which is born and dies , never truly lives
Pleasure, suffering, duality, all part of a play unfolding
To hold onto, to grasp at, all vanity
Water rising in the well
Vishnu calling, coming, rising
Here now, at the threshold, waiting
Push me, i hesitate
Leave all manner of religions, simply surrender to Me
Fall into My love, let go dearest child, safe you will be
You must trust Me with your whole heart, let go of the mind, its thoughts
In that moment find peace, relax your grip, let go and fall into My very heart
I am patient
When the time is right, you will know
I will be waiting
Always here
Always now