I wouldn't worship god even if it was certain he existed... discuss.
A bit of background; I'm an athiest, but I'm open minded. I prefer to think of athiesm as an open minded and rational way of looking at the world. I try my best to take in all the evidence available to me and make a logical and unbaised decision about the most likely situation. And I've decided that it's fairly certain that god doesn't exist. Even though I'm open to new evidence, I haven't heard many truly convincing arguments for the existance of god.
Moving on. If fire started falling from the sky and angels flew down and god appeared in all his glory right now at this moment, and said to everyone on earth, "I exist. Worship me"; I would be fairly certain he existed.
However that's just a simplification. Basically, I just need any sort of evidence that god almost certainly exists.
OK... what now? I guess I should probably worship him. I don't know many people who believe in god and don't think he's a good thing. But if you really think about it... why would I want to believe in god? Why would anyone?
He's a pretty nasty guy. Look in the Old Testament and there are many examples of him being pretty horrible. Killing people who don't believe in him and all that. So that's one thing.
And of course there's all the pain and suffering in the world he just doesn't seem to do much about. However, I admit he could come up with an explanation for all this. Even so it better be a pretty good reason, since I'd be kinda perplexed as to why he didn't think to tell any of us this in the first place. For example, if the reason was "suffering is a test" (which I've heard a lot), would it really hurt to tell us while we're alive? To this, Christians often respond "Faith is a virtue".
THIS is my major problem. I don't really want to worship a god who values blind faith over rational thinking. A god who sends people like me to hell for believing in the 99.999% chance of him not existing rather than taking the MASSIVE leap of faith required to take the other path.
What's so great about eternal bliss anyway? To be honest doesn't sound that great. Kinda scary, actually. Living forever sounds like it would get boring after a while. I'd much rather that my death was just the end. That I returned to the nothingness from where I came. That my life ends naturally in the amazingly complex yet astoundingly simple system of evolution and existence.
Of course, I need to remain open minded... so there's the possibility that if god exists, he explains everything in a nice and clear way and it all really makes sense, and I come to like him and decide it makes sense to worship him. I will admit that this is a possibility.
But as an athiest, I decide to take the most likely path. And that is that, if god does exist, it's going to take a lot for me to like him.