In 215 years I will be Free, totally formless.

LZ you need not reply

But

You called my last appearance on ""Rename the Person Above You" post # 3735:

FireEvacuationProcess

Then I watched this YouTube of ABB (among many others)

Why Some of Us 'MUST BURN' To Learn (Utube at bottom)

You are so open. So because U R open in your sharing, I will be as well.

30 years till the end of this life pluss
70 years as a wild elephant+
15 years as a ethnically cleansee child+
15 years as a cild who dies of a plague+
55 years as a mother+
30 as a ordained monk = 215 years as a mortal

in 350 years from now I will be totally free. As in, Enlightened, liberated and formless. Till then I must "Burn".

If that meant that I would miraculously stay in this body (that was born in October 1959), how pleasant and exciting that would be.

But, No,

I got about 30 years left in this body.

Then without a rest, I go into an Elephant's womb for a 70 year stint as a cow Elephant (to be able to place a huge dose of Elephant endurance into a bank for my last mortal life as a monk)

Next 2 incarnations are children. Neither make it to 15 years; one is ethnically cleansed with his/her village. The other is caught-up in an epidemic like cholera or malaria or somthing. (This cleanses the dark intent of my heart built up from self righteous deeds of ethnic cleansing as a soldier or warrior in a previous lives). It has to be endured. After these 2 child lives, bad thoughts will never enter my cleansed heart.

Then I get a 55 year live as a mother. This life aclimatizes me to the geographical location where in my final life as a monk) I shall break-free.

☆☆☆I wanna BreakFree☆☆☆

https://youtu.be/WUOtCLOXgm8

☆☆☆I wanna BreakFree☆☆☆

In the 55 year of my Mother life (2nd to last mortal life) I also make karmic connections, through the babies I bear. Among my Grand children will come my masters who will assist me in my final mortal life.

Then, in about the 30th year of my final life I become "Arahant"

What is an Arahant I here the reader say:

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https://youtu.be/UL-WydfdkOE

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When I had my "Black Hole dream" I found dry bones, (my past incarnations) and a skull that was beggining to "opalize". The skull was my future lives, )birth, sickness, old age, deaths)

Here is my "Black Hole" dream:

http://www.dreamviews.com/tasks-mont...ml#post2167682

Look at post #38

mmmmmm OK for those who don't click links, here's post #38:

Oh, here it is

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Originally Posted by PercyLucid

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BONUS TASK!! - Fall into a black hole and report your experiences. (Mzzkc)

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A couple of days ago after reading this thread a had a very unusual Non-lucid dream,

(...) Non lucid dream ...

I'm walking around outside. It's sunny. Feels like I'm above Opal Mines here in South Australia,

Now I am aware it's a dangerous place to be. People slip and fall down the many vertical (hidden) mine shafts.

Then there are men or a man. He don't actually speak but he intends I willingly fall down a deep opal mine shaft or I will anyway. I take that as a threat. So I get curious and lift the tin covering a brick well.

It dont look thar scary so I dive head first. It's brite and light brick lined. Falling and the bright tunnel kept turning horizontally sometimes.

Then I gently hit the bottom.

Dry Bones

Later a skull with opal in it. (End of Non-lucid dream)

To me the bones was my past incarnations.

And

The opal skull is my future incanation/s

Thats what my experience of "Falling into a black hole"

Oh

That silent guy who tellepathed to me was not threatening to through me down a black hole if I dont go willingly. He only indicated that "it" (death) was inevitable.

Thanx Mzzkc

The wonderfull picture must have triggered the dream. Incase you haven't noticed, Mzzkc, I am Discociatively Susceptible to pictures and Youtubes. Like in that Film "What Dreams May Come.

Start watching at the 29 minute point where Robbin Williams tries to comfort and reassure his beloved widow, at his grave.

Immediately after that he runs down a "Black Hole" then wakes up inside one of his widows beatiful oil paintings. He is greeted by his long dead dog.

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https://youtu.be/CAHfstptqqk

♡ (2hours 21 minutes)
7,099 views in just 4 weeks

What Dreams May Come full movies * Good Robin Williams romance movies !

Uploaded by Bettye Hickey*

Published on Jul 9, 2015

What Dreams May Come is a 1978 novel by Richard Matheson.

The plot centers on Chris, a man who dies then goes to Heaven, but descends into Hell to rescue his wife.

It was adapted in 1998 into the Academy Award-winning film What Dreams May Come starring Robin Williams, Cuba Gooding, Jr., and Annabella Sciorra.
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https://youtu.be/qypfaq5yJ7U

♥(17:20) 1,064 views in 5 months since March 15-2015

About my Black hole dream.

The skull had a white-bit-of-grean-tinged opal between the temple and the forehead, on it's left side.

I'm Googling South Australian Opal to learn what my Black Holedream meant.

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Opal is one of the world's most beautiful and precious gemstones, predominantly found in Australia. It is one of only six types of precious gemstones found on planet earth, sharing prestigious company with

diamonds,
rubies,
sapphires,
emeralds, and
pearls.

Over 95% of the world's precious opal comes from Australia, and opal is Australia's national gemstone.

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Wow! I did not know that!

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(...) Precious opals exhibit the characteristic play-of-colour, and is comparatively rare. Opal which is dull and valueless is called common opal. Common opal occurs in abundance throughout the world.

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Scientifically, opal is known as SiO2·nH2O - an amorphous mineraloid comprised of hydrated silicon dioxide. (A mix of silica and water). The opal's appearance can range from colourless, white, and light grey through to dark grey and black. However the truly unique thing about opal is that it displays all the colours of the spectrum in a "play of colour", resulting from the interference and diffraction of light passing through tiny silica spheres in the microstructure of opal. This means the bright rainbow colours of opal, as they appear to the human eye, will move and change dramatically depending on the angle at which the stone is viewed

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Australian opal is referred to as "sedimentary opal" because it is hosted predominantly by sedimentary rocks of the Mesozoic Great Artesian Basin. Australian precious opals usually contain around 5-6% water and consists of small silica spheres arranged in a regular pattern. Its hardness of 5.5 to 6.5 on Moh's scale puts it about half way down the range (roughly the same hardness as glass). It has a specific gravity of 1.9 to 2.3 depending on the amount of water present.

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HOW IS OPAL FORMED? **

Opal is formed from a solution of silicon dioxide and water. As water seeps through sandstone, it picks up tiny particles of silica. Millions of years ago, the solution flowed into cracks and voids in sedimentary as well as volcanic areas inland Australia. Estimates suggest this solution had a rate of deposition of approximately one centimetre thickness every five million years at a depth of forty metres. Over a period of approximately 1 to 2 million years after this period solidification occurred as the climate changed. The opal therefore remained soft and un-cemented for long periods before becoming hardened.*

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[quote] WHY AND HOW IS OPAL COLOURED? **

As the silica in solution was deposited, and the water content gradually decreased, spheres formed in the gel. The spheres are formed by the particles of silica spontaneously adhering to other particles which form around it. These spheres of amorphous silica range in size from 1500 to 3500 angstroms (1 angstrom is 1 ten millionth of 1 millimetre).

The spheres are not only remarkably uniform in size but are packed, in gem quality opal, in a very regular array. Because they are spherical, there are tiny holes remaining in the structure (much the same as when marbles are placed together in a container) and these holes too are arranged in a regular three dimensional way. Therefore because of the regular array of these cavities, opal is an optical diffraction grating for visible light. **

When the spheres are bigger (about 3500 angstroms diameter) the red or orange colours are produced. And at the other end of the scale, at about 1500 angstroms diameter, the blue end of the spectrum is diffracted. Between these figures the rest of the colours of the rainbow occur. *From this it can be deduced that the light diffraction in the voids is greatest when the sphere size is greatest. Therefore red is usually the brightest colour and the blue duller.*

In summary, the colour in precious opal is caused by the regular array of silica spheres and voids diffracting white light, and breaking it into the colours of the spectrum. The diameter and spacing of the spheres controls the colour range of an opal. Small spheres produce opal of blue colour only (the most common), whereas larger spheres produce red (the rarest colour).

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The Opal in my future skull was medium-to-light green

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From here:

What is opal? | Opals Down Under

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HA! Found it, this is Exactly what it looked like

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Crystal Opal

Transparent or translucent opal is defined as crystal and here the colors are sharp and visible below the surface. Crystal opals come in all color variations and display bright colors. Crystal opals can be either light or dark and are solid.

Crystal opal is clear enough to see through against a light surface but when viewed on a dark surface the colours really spring to life. In terms of value, the more transparent the stone is, the more it is worth. See our*Crystal Opal*page for more detail.

It is the 3rd Opal on this page

Australian Opal Guide - Formation, Valuing & Care

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Maybe the skull in the dream represents the skull I am in now. Maybe the Opalizing is beginning Now.

More later ... the battery on this tablet needs changing ... so ... back in 2 or 3 hours.

Ok I'm back but since this tablet has a full charge I decided to watch the 2+hour film, from the opening post, "What dreams May Come". I'm at the point where the freshly painted purple tree is dissolving. I can hear faint strains of this song:

This is a popular English folk song dated back to the 1600's, lamenting the ephemeral nature of love. There are some variations in lyrics performed by different singers.

LYRICS:

The water's wide, I can't swim o'er,*
And nor have I the wings to fly*
Give me a boat that can carry two,*
And both shall row, my love and I*

Oh love is gentle, love is kind.*
It's like a flower when first it's new*
But love grows old and waxes cold*
And fades away like the morning dew*

There is a ship, she sails the sea*
She's laden deep as deep can be*
But not as deep as the love I'm in*
I know not whe'er I sink or swim

The water's wide, I can't swim o'er,*
And nor have I got the wings to fly*
Give me a boat that can carry two,*
And both shall row, my love and I

♥

https://youtu.be/QOOjbKmSV1o

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But Robin Williams' dream guide believes that the dead Robin Williams and his still living widow are "Soul Mates", (twin-souls) that is very rare but it happens. So, even when one dies they are still strongly connected. In the film, so far, this strong connection is causing havoc for both of the twin souls. I'll post this then continue watching "What Dreams May Come".

The purple tree is dissolving at the 48 minute mark of the 2hour 21 minutes 10 second film

⚘on the 14-Aug-2015⚘
I began this thread.

The story that began with that
"jump into the black whole"
continued to evolve over the last 3 years...

Now,
recently, on Facebook page
somewhere, someone asked
"what is the Inner Self? I replied thus:

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I think my innerself is me
of the 2450s

When I die
I have 5 more deaths
(to live in the past)

My "next life"
is a Stegga Mastadon
Who dies aged 73
On this Earth,
"one and a half million years ago"

The other 4 deaths are human
But again, those lives
are in the deep past

Then I am free.

Then

I'm somewhere else for 600 years

Then I come back to this timeline

Then in 2450
I'm in year 3 of a school

My deep future self
Who is a total of 1100 years
older than me
Of the 2018.

He has to complete
a school assignment
Every one in this year 3 class
in 2450 has to do a similar assignment

They all have to choose
a past incarnation
And make contact

I of the 2450
chooses this one
Because
the first time I lived "this" life
I completed suicide in 2008

Me of 2450
has passed the assignment
Because I'm alive,
ten years past the time
When I killed myself.

My ⚘"Higher Self"⚘
is
my ⚘"Deep Future Self"⚘

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This story unfolded
from a dream I had.

during a dream game
that I participated in,
in August 2015
here on Dreamviews.

So, just now I got the idea
to upday my true story here

Some folks here in Adelaide Australia
where I live are saying
I should write this story down
and publish it as fiction.

They joke with me that it would make
The Best Sellers List.

↘️↘️↘️

https://youtu.be/QOOjbKmSV1o

↗️↗️↗️my "Love" is my Deep Future Self