SSSOOOORRRRYYY

SHHHHHHHHIIIIITTTTTTT AAAAAADDDDDDDSSSSSS UUUUUUUUPPPP
shit adds up at the bottom

IVE LOST CONTROL
THERES NO CONTROL
JUST PAIN NOW
ALL BUT COMFORT NOW
IS THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT WITH ME, SOME TTHING MUST BE KEEPIN YOU HERE, WHAT IS IT????? HUH??? IS IT MY LACK OF SANITY THAT YOU ENJOY SO MUCH?????????????? BECAUSE YOU KNOW ITS ALL YOUR FAULT, THIS ISNT MY PROBLEM< OR AT LEAST IT WANT UNTIL YOU MADE IT PROBLEM YOU BASTARD YOU,DAMN YOU, DAMN YOU DAMN YOU


HerE INSSSSSSSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDDDDEEEEEE
YOUR INSIDE
MY INSIDE
BUT YOU KEEP ME ALIVE
OR IS IT THAT I KEEP YOU ALIVE
AM I EVEN ALIVE?????????????????

all these questions i can no longer find within me, i need some higher being, nothing satisfy, nothing ,not alive.

why dont you get out while you can

maybe i cant

no1 told you to come

ToOlLooTTooLLooT

that is really annoying. stop. http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif

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Originally posted by Paperdoll EP
that is really annoying. stop. http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif

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I like the way you phrased that. Well done.

when i first came to this forum, i noticed: warm,welcoming. that put a smile on my face and i quickly registered. i figured, they also have this interesting section called sensless blanter ,where i can pour out my insanity and not get arrested or critisised, but ive been paying more attention, and there is alot of unspoken anger. and i cant live with that, and i also noticed that you are being annoyed by my insanity, so i will choose to move my annoyance to a different location where i can share perspective with the people that have the same perspective, thank you for welcoming me, it was fun. Peace-Matt.

Err.....oops.

would somebody kindly tell me how to unregister?
:cookiemonster:

dude, you do that at any forum and you're going to annoy people... you could at least make one thread titled "matt's banter" or something to that effect... then whenever you feel the need to quote a tool song or go off on a rant you have your own little space to do it. just a suggestion.

you see but its not just that, theres somthing terribly wrong here, i know not exactly what it is , but i feel as though i dont belong, like none of you could understand me, ok picture this. you are a COMPLETE lunitic, and your put in a room with a bunch of sane,logical,calm people. would you feel comfortable? and maybe there is no forum to accept me, maybe this whole internet, computer has nothing for me, maybe i should just trash it, but im not going to change to fit anyones definition. and i need to be about people that have the same ideas and perspective, i fear there is none who have the same perspective on things, but ill never stop looking.so i ask again, would you kindly tell me how to unregister, hes not gonna, shut up bob. :cookiemonster:

i'm afraid if all you want is a forum to fit to your personality then you should keep looking.

we'll listen here, well most of us. while we don't have the same outlook as you do we'll still listen... i wish i could say the same for other forums. good luck in your search though.

thank you, fitting my personality isnt what i was getting at, but is there not a single living human being that can agree that innner insanity is wasted away when it should be expressed, is there no1 that can say that fear is not preasent in thier lives, and that it shouldnt be, i say RELEASE THE LUNITC(TRUE CREATIVITY). AND EVERY1 ELSE SAYS,LIVE BY GUIDLINESSSS!!!!!open your goddamn third eye, open all your chakras for that matter, and fucking comprehend...........there i go agian, well ne way. im guessing you dont know how to unregister.so i assume im supposed to let this membership die out.(damn i really need to take my pills....haha, no way :cookiemonster: )

I understand perfectly well how you are insane and all, but I would urge you to stay. It might annoy some people, but I think that we can find a solution so that you'll annoy the least amount of people. I personally find your posts very wierd and interesting. I sometimes wish I was schitzophrenic, or just plainly insane. It really sounds like fun. You seem to be experiencing that, so at least its fun to live my insanity vicariously through you...

remember how i said i enjoy this....this insanity. I LIED, ITS TEARING ME APPART AND INSANITY IS NOTHING TO WISH OPUN YOURSELF!what a fucking, NOT NOW BOB, THESE ARE MY FINGERS FINGERS FINGERS FINFERS :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P :-P

THE TREES SCREAM RAINBOWS that TEar off my suspended rays of sunshine!

GIVE ME BACK MY PANCAKES! !!!! YOU TAMPON!

Damn democratic patriot. You really smell like carpet.. I really like to eat carpet.. I love carpet.. ooooh baby..

FOURTY WATTS OF HOT BOXERS REAMING YOUR RECTUM TWENTY FOUR HOURS A DAY, SEVEN DAYS A WEEK; STAY TUNED TO ME: REDRUM REDRUM REDRUM I LOVe mR. NicHolSon!!

Mmm, slushie please. Ooooh, skin flavour; MY FAVORITE!

Single white male seeking soul mate who loves to collect scabby tissue from HERPES. If interested, please insert this newspaper into microwave and cram you FACE INTO A CHEESE GRATER! 709! 709! 709! WOOOHOOOO!

Scroll down scroll down; it's TOO LONG lEAVE mE ALone! TRIX ARE FOR GUNS! *BANG* You shot granmda! SHOOT HER AGAIN!

Pass the haldol please.

is the man at higher elevation in the matrix of this screen know brake up then have a nice taco or is he just playing taco with his lunitic for a while?

Hmmmm?

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when i first came to this forum, i noticed: warm,welcoming. that put a smile on my face and i quickly registered. i figured, they also have this interesting section called sensless blanter ,where i can pour out my insanity and not get arrested or critisised, but ive been paying more attention, and there is alot of unspoken anger. and i cant live with that, and i also noticed that you are being annoyed by my insanity, so i will choose to move my annoyance to a different location where i can share perspective with the people that have the same perspective, thank you for welcoming me, it was fun. Peace-Matt.

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*cyberhug*

feel better now? :)

much better, my day looks a whole lot brighter now, ........even thiugh the sun is gone. hey who asked you?

X_X

Look, there is a diffirence between insanity and thinking diffirent then what is "common". There is absolutely no reason to be "insane" to be a more evolved human(if that is what you wish to be).

To look beyond the pshysical, to think about things most humans dont, to reach spiritual enlightment there is absolute not reason to "freak out" and go on some sort of trip. Be calm and peaceful inside, be at peace with yourself and ultimate with the everything.

"Insanity"(sanity is in my eyes, being at peace and harmony with your own actions an thoughts) does not truely exist, going out of control and losing it, does on the other hand.

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that is really annoying. stop. http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif

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Ditto.

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much better, my day looks a whole lot brighter now, ........even thiugh the sun is gone. hey who asked you?

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With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

The sun is gone, but it shall return. Such is nature. Ride the spiral my friend - if you had no place, you wouldn't be here.

ehm.
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zing.

she certainly got my attention...

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you see but its not just that, theres somthing terribly wrong here, i know not exactly what it is , but i feel as though i dont belong, like none of you could understand me, ok picture this. you are a COMPLETE lunitic, and your put in a room with a bunch of sane,logical,calm people. would you feel comfortable?

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I am not sane. I am not calm... I am anything but quiet... I am crazy and wild, and fun, and I ramble a lot. But I know how to reel it in and I know that if I want to rant and ramble I need my own place and I need to warn people. And if I don't, then I don't get really upset when I annoy people...

The forum is called "Senseless Banter". If you don't like the thread, go to another one :)