lmao. i wrote this like years ago. bwahahaha.
♥.Suffering.♥
I feel pain in my heart
Pain that I have never experienced in the past,
Like a dead hand is mangling my heart,
Piercing it, with its sharp nails,
Squeezing all the life out,
I feel as if there’s a lump in my throat,
Blocking out all the fresh air
The pain in my ribs,
Increases with each breath I take
I feel like there are a billion knives
Stabbing my chest and heart
I feel so stressed, so bitter inside
I'm shaking all over
I don't know what to do anymore,
I just want this misery to be over
My head is banging with pain
My eyes ache so much,
I feel like they’re evaporating
They're so sore and dry; they burn every time I blink
But tears keep on falling some how,
Landing on the cuts in my arms
Dissolving in them
It burns the cuts, it does not mend them.
I feel like my soul is leaving my body,
It’s the worst feeling ever
I never want you to experience it.
I wish I can go to sleep and never wake up
I wish that I can die
If there’s anyone on this earth that can take away all the pain,
It’s only you
The one who made me suffer
