You know... the WEIRD thing about that is...
EVERYBODY is a dreamer! And yet most people don't acknowledge it and refuse to talk about their dreams, or act like you're weird if you do. ANY of us should be able to talk to ANYBODY about dreams. But unfortunately only a few of us are unafraid of them and actually WANT to think about them/ talk about them.
I blame Freud.
Sure, he was brilliant, and single-handedly invented psychology and made innumerable discoveries ... essentially he brought awareness of the inner world back to western civilization, which had long forgotten it or repressed it. Truly amazing, especially when you consider his situation... a respected scientist in ultra-repressed Victorian era Vienna!! Amazing that he was able to delve in as fearlessly as he did, at risk of his reputation and career!
Unfortunately and I suspect mostly BECAUSE od the distorting influence of that deeply ingrained sexual repression, his vision of the inner world was overly sexualized and dark. Everywhere he looked he saw infantile sexuality and aggression. Sure, it's there, but not as prevalent as he thought. And unfortunately everybody believed him, even though most of the darker elements of his work have been debunked.
If only more people knew what WE know about that inner world!! Then they wouldn't be so afraid to even think about it, and I believe the world would be a much better place!!
Looking at people and knowing they have dreams just as weird and powerful as yours but that they refuse to acknowledge them or talk about them... it reminds me of a thought I used to have as I walked the streets of my darkened town dreaming up stories for animated films that I make in my basement. I'd see all these identical boxy houses, many with blue TV light flickering in the living room or bedroom windows even at 4am - and I'd wonder if in any of those houses anybody has created a world of imagination similar to my animation sets in the basement.. if any of those people think far-flung imaginative thoughts like I do?
Unfortunately, the answer is most likely no, or at least very few of them. Most probably live dreary work-a-day lives and console themselves with beer and reality TV and don't dare to dream.
There was one house that peaked my interest... occasionally I'd see an old man typing on a screened-in porch. I wondered what he could be writing day after day? Maybe science fiction stories to be published in Analog or Fantasy/ Science Fiction magazine? The next Great American Novel? No - more likely something completely mundane and boring. Maybe a newsletter for his Senior Club or something. I never did knock and introduce myself... wouldn't know what to say. But I still wonder if any of those houses might hold undreamt-of wonders like mine does?
... And Supernova - LOVE the sig!! One of my favorite prog bands.
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