Sleepwalking combined with Hypnagogic hallucinations. What is this?
Hey everyone! Thought I'd finally make a thread about my "condition." It's affected my life a bit, not to the point that it's become a great burden, but my family, friends and girlfriend have all been affected by it.
I wake up and I see something in my room. It can be anything, but mostly it's either me being in danger or something similar. I think I'm 100% awake and clear minded, only I'm not. What I see is in my head, but even though I sit up in bed or even stand up, the things I see don't always go away.
After turning on the lights everything goes back to normal right away. It's like I'm awake while sleepwalking and I haven't heard of anyone having the same thing ever.
Here's my DJ, and with all my "Nightly Adventures" that I call them collected: Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views - Nom nom nom, Mmmattelicious... - Dream Journals
From what I've concluded, I get them when I'm stressed out or anxious. I used to have them almost every night when work was very stressful, even though I was happier than ever.
I also noticed that the more I "want" to have them, i.e I see them as cool adventures I can tell people about, the less frequent they show up.
So, any ideas what I might be suffering from? Got questions to ask, ask away!
Thanks for helping one of the Dream Guides out for a change ;)
*EDIT* Sometimes I'm almost 100% clearheaded and only see things. I then doubt if it's real, but as I see it so vividly I am not sure. I can't seem to realise I've been through this hundreds of times already. Sometimes I wake up halfway through and dream logic applies. My answers gets more and more logical as time goes by though and in the end I'm fully awake and usually go to bed.
This usually happens 1 hour after falling asleep, so I often don't think I have even fallen asleep. Sometimes it takes a few hours for me to do it. But no more than 3.
Hallucinating while Sleepwalking
I've understood that children have this more commonly, and I did a lot as a kid. As a kid it mostly happened when I had fewer, and it could only be a very mild fewer. I would wake up, be fully "awake" and walk into the living room and see my little sister hanging by her neck from the ceiling. Or walk to the window and see a lot of monsters approaching the house. A recurring episode was that I woke up and "knew" that my friend or someone I knew had died. I would go frenzy and shout at my parents since they would deny that that person was dead. I also had pretty frequently, a feeling of being upside down. It would make me go crazy and try to turn the other way around physically. The worst episode during my childhood years was during the day and I woke up in my hallucinating world finding myself beside a dead person that I had killed. I ran outside the house in my underwear. Our house is on a hilltop, so there is only one regular way of getting down, all other places are pretty steep. So I in my state I climbed down the hill, and ran into the forest. My mom saw me when I exited the house, but I was too quick for her. And in my hallucination I though she was going to kill me. Finally I woke up behind a rock with bleeding feet. After that I got some medicine and it did not happen again until I was about 18.
The first time I experienced hallucinating while sleepwalking, as an adult was when I was staying at a friend’s house. In the morning I woke up at 11 before noon. My friend brought me breakfast to my bed and gave me a hug. Then I went to take a shower. I must have wakened up during the shower. Later that day I learned that she had been off to work at 7 in the morning.
From there it has been a few mild episodes where I get up and see things that are not there.
The last year I’ve had two experiences of waking up and knowing that I was going to die for some reason. That scared me a lot. And my body was very hard to control.
What I find most scary is that everything sticks to my brain like a real memory.