hello,
I am very enthusiastic about lucid dreams, however there is something that is holding me back from getting my feet wet and actually taking control of my dreams: I am anxious about, or rather, I have a deep respect for, screwing with my psyche. What I mean by that is, I have a notion this consciousness during sleep is a thing to be handled with care, and that you are changing yourself by passing this threshold and allowing yourself to become lucid.
This is just the downside of things I am focusing on right now, I am very much into the thrills experienced and the skills required for lucid dreaming, but the thought just won't let go of me - what if this is something that can't be reversed? (I mean that's what they say about a shift in consciousness: it can't be reversed.)
I might cherish the vivid dreams where I'm not conscious. I don't want to lose that I think.
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