Originally Posted by Scionox
Also why did you stopped WILDing? No time for WBTB?
It's not the WBTB, it's rather that for me so far WILDing keeps me awake for a long time: 2-2.5 hours easily. Done at the recommended 5-hour waking, a 2-2.5 hour wakefulness means that I'm done with my sleep for the day, getting only 5 hours. I did WILD attempts 3-4 days in a row, and since each time I stayed up, I'm thinking it partially reset my sleep rhythm, and I want to get back to a steady 7-8 hours per night for the good early morning REMs at the 7th and 8th hours where most DILDs occur.
Also WILDing makes me very aware of the process of falling asleep, which keeps me awake as well. That probably means I'm not doing it right, I'm sure. But this awareness didn't stop when I stopped trying for WILDs, now it's affecting my MILD practice as well: at the 5-6 hour wakings, I can't get back all the way to REM sleep.
So I'm not really stopping WILDing, just taking a little break until I can fix (again, sigh) my sleeping.
Actually I can fairly easily get close to sleep, I'm not staring totally wired at the ceiling, I'm generally fairly easily making it to the relaxing stage in between waking and sleep where images, sounds, etc. occur, I just keep "catching" myself before deep/REM sleep somehow. There's some attention, some tension, somewhere, that I'm not yet aware of how to release.
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