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Without turning this into a huge rant, I am going through a really crummy breakup right now and had a fight with my ex last night before going to sleep. I was nothing short of in a rage, but also exhausted. I tried to take some relaxing breaths, but to no avail - my heart was racing and I couldn't get it to stop. I figured I would just lie there with my heartbeat thudding in my ears and close my eyes. Eventually I got so tired that I felt sleep paralysis start to set in, but was never able to fully transition into the dream world. I started to see some farm scenery and other images, and said to myself "I am going to dream now" I tried to passively focus on bringing myself further into the pictures, but couldn't and eventually everything went black again. I stayed in this weird state between waking and actually sleeping until I heard my alarm go off for work this morning. No dreams, no nothing. I was just sort of there, with a dormant mind. I also, sadly, woke up still furious. Has anyone experienced anything like this before? What happened? |
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So you know what happened, what are you asking... |
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RealityChecking, meditation, Q3 map making, cars, girls
Sorry, I should clarify - physically that entire time my body had SP, but once I couldn't focus on the images anymore my mind went blank. I think I was like that for several hours, I can't really say - my alarm jolted me out of whatever it was. Maybe I was dreaming of having SP? I don't know(I feel pretty unrested)...which is why I asked if anyone has experienced something similar. It was eerie and unpleasant. |
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I agree. roquex22, there are ways to reply to a posting when someone is asking for help. If you wish clarification, respectfully ask for it.. no need to be rude simply because you don't understand someone. |
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rude ?? i am rude because i ask questions?? i am not insulting her.. wtf ! |
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RealityChecking, meditation, Q3 map making, cars, girls
Hi TinfoilStar, |
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If you can go somewhere safe - do it. Better still, take someone with you who you trust and ask them to be with you while you express yourself. They don't have to do anything other than to just be with you. If you know someone else can tolerate it, it would be easier for you to tolerate it too. |
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Hey TinfoilStar how did everything work out...........hope all is ok for you and that everything works out the best for you.... |
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