better late than never i guess.
I don't know....really haven't been thinking about the task or getting lucid...things just have been really out of wack, but when I woke up really early last night after dreaming I knew it was my chance to try.
I kept slipping in and out of this dream what I really cant remember, but i was saying "hell I might as well do the task of the month the next time I'm in" I'm all of a sudden in some strange kind of SP...like some presence is there and instead of staying calm or waking up. I fly horizontally out of my bed. I don't know how fast I'm going, but I feel myself phasing and bursting through several walls. When I look up, I'm in my front yard, and the sky starts turning black. I lay down and close my eyes, and think of my best friends house. Instead of taking me there...I'm now what seems to be my back yard. Theres a wolf with piercing blue eyes lying on the ground 20 feet from where I am. I walk up to it and ask. "What should my new years resolution be"? It growls in a way that I know it didn't hear me. So I say the same thing. It growls again...I'm guessing it said the answer that time. It was a different tone, and the length of the growl was longer. But who knows....As I start walking off, I hear someone in my headset (don't know where it came from) saying "hey did you get that?". "What?" I asked. "Did you get my answer?" it said...."um...yeah" I replied.
Without thinking twice I told myself that I really needed to find a human. So I thought about my friend D and he showed up when I started going to this bathroom, and he said. "Well you know, you should get that master card you keep talking about, so you can get things done". After I asked him.
My first LD tasks!!! WOOOOO!!! (It's a long one)
1/17/08
WOO! I can’t believe it, but I completed the first task!!! I was so happy I remembered to do it in the dream! However, I didn’t read the other two tasks carefully, so up to this point I thought it was to just go to a planet, and then turn into an animal. Not go to a planet OUTSIDE our solar system and turn into an animal you find there…. But, I guess it was a good first try, and also the very first time ever that I’ve done a pre-planned task of any kind from the real world (like I said before, all my tasks in LD’s are the same: have sex and wreck stuff). I warn you… The very end of the last dream gets sort of graphic and sexually weird…. So, on to the first dream:
I seem to remember being at a mall. I was holding the family cat – a cute fluffy calico kitten. I was walking through the mall with her. The mall was gigantic! There were five or six levels, and there were stairs everywhere. I passed by some girl, and she gave me a dirty look. I guessed it was because I was holding the kitty. I came across my mom and sister who were also at the mall, and I think one of them took the kitten from me. The next thing I remember was being in a very small room inside the mall. It was narrow, with not much space in it for anything. It was empty except for one long table that was nearly too long and big for the room. There wasn’t really any room left with it in there. There was an actor there. He was the black guy who was in Wrath of Khan and got infected with that ear parasite thing with Chekov. He was much older now, and had sort of poofy white/grey hair and a beard.
I was laying underneath the table in the room. I was making it float in the air, and was somehow able to make it transform. I willed it to fold up and turned it into a kind of chair that they have at the dentist. The actor guy told me that I knew that isn’t what the table is supposed to look like. So I obliged him by making the table float in the air again and turned it back to normal. After I had set it back down on the ground (I was still laying on the floor under the table), I noticed that there was some real thin, strung out looking guy right by me. He was laying in a little nook in the wall, a few inches above me. He said to the actor something like “He’s evil! He doesn’t belong here…” I got the feeling both of the men feared me greatly.
I said to the strung out guy, “of course I belong here”. At this, I floated up from the floor and over the table. I could feel my feet drag on it as I moved. I was feeling all powerful at this point. I was floating high in the air of the mall. I was listening to my iPod playing some Ozzy Osbourne song called “King of the Mountain” (it wasn’t Over the Mountain, because it sounded totally different. A song I’ve never heard before). I got the idea to project the music with my mind into the minds of everyone at the mall. There were tons of people everywhere. As I willed the music to play, everyone got all startled and looked around. I was invisible to them, I guess, because it didn’t seem like they saw me.
I came upon a section of the mall where there was an exit to the parking lot. I set down on the ground, and saw some extremely attractive girl walking out the door. There was a set of probably six doors, all glass but covered. She exited the far right door. There were some concrete steps that led up to the exit. The girl was beautiful. She had short black hair, that went a little below her jaw line, with a very neat dye job. It faded from black to red. She wore black rimmed glasses and was very arty in her clothing style. I seem to remember she was wearing a long black velvet trench coat. She had pale skin and wore red lipstick that was the perfect color. Not too red, and very nice on her. I was out of my mind with lust and thought that I could have sex with her.
And with that thought I realized I was dreaming. Overjoyed, I thought “OH!!! YES! YEEESSSS!!! Okay, okay…damnit! what was that task again!?! OH YEAH!!!” Concentrating hard to maintain the lucidity of the dream, I ripped out the earbuds ( I had still been listening to the iPod up to this point) and ran up the concrete steps after the girl.
I saw that she was down the parking lot a little way, headed for another door. I walked quickly after her, finally catching up to her. I asked her, “Wh-what should my new years resolution be??” She said something that I didn’t understand. So I asked her to repeat it, and repeated my own question just to be sure. I put my ear close to her mouth. She spoke in a sort of quiet, husky tone that tickled my ear and sent a very pleasant shiver down my spine. Her answer was: “Um… No fun, ever?” She smiled and walked away as she gave her response. Perplexed, and annoyed from the nonsensical answer, I turned and asked another girl who was approaching from behind me. This girl was shorter and much less attractive than the other. She had somewhat of a bad complexion and had long dirty blond hair. She wore a white t-shirt. I asked her the question, and her response was even more baffling than the first girls’. Her answer was, “That my (my, as in referring to herself) foot would get a heiny snuggle.” She said this in a cute sort of, “awww” kind of way. Right when I got her answer, I woke up and frantically wrote the two answers down. There’s no way I would have remembered that last one if I hadn’t!
I thought about the two answers for a bit. I had really been hoping they’d have been more profound, or at least make sense…”that my foot would get a heiny snuggle”??? And “no fun ever”… What’s that supposed to mean?? So, my new years resolution I guess, is to not have any fun this year, and snuggle a girl’s foot with my buttocks???
After this dream, I got up and used the bathroom, and drank some water before going back to sleep. I was kind of disappointed at the odd resolutions I received, but so very excited I had actually done the task. I tossed and turned for awhile, focused on the other tasks. And I finally fell back asleep. However….
This was kind of confusing. I don’t know if I had an actual lucid dream, or if it was just a dream that I was having a lucid dream. I was in and out of lucidity so many times it was hard to tell. Not only that, but I can’t really remember all that much of what I dreamt.
Okay, so I think I remember it starting out thinking I woke up in my bedroom, but right away knowing it was a dream. I had the tasks fresh in my mind, as I was stoked about completing the first task. I decided before I went to sleep again that I wanted to go to Venus for the planet visit. I chose Venus because, well, “women are from Venus”. I thought I could kill two birds with one stone; visit a planet AND have sex while there.
I used to do this neat thing in dreams I haven’t thought about it a long time, or done in a long time in my dreams. Before I went back to sleep I also planned in advance that I would summon up a 4th dimensional door that would lead to wherever I wanted it to. I planned to go to Venus and Jupiter.
So, the dream begins. I get all excited and get up out of bed (I don’t know how I knew I was dreaming…. I was wearing that siesta mask to block the sunlight, so maybe not having it on suddenly, clued me in. It’s happened before. I stood in the middle of the floor at the foot of my bed, and said, “VENUS!!!” while at the same time whooshing both my arms up in the air to summon the door. Something sort of happened, but no full door appeared. I concentrated harder and repeated myself. Now a large open door appeared before me. I walked through it…. But for the love of god, can’t remember what happened!!!
Maybe the dream shifted or something, because everything is all jumbled. I know I didn’t go to Venus. I vaguely remember something about being near some area in the city where there’s heavy traffic…? The next thing I remember is being frustrated it didn’t work. I remember that now my dad was present. Just sort of in the area, but I didn’t talk to him. I forgot about trying Jupiter next, and tried Mars instead. This is the part of the dream I remember most.
I summoned the door again, but now I got a false dream memory addition to the task. I thought I had to bring someone with me. In the dream I thought I had a son? A baby? The baby was very independent and didn’t even need me to carry him to get around. So anyhoo, I summon the door and walk through it onto “Mars”. The planet was nothing more than a large squishy, half deflated play-type thing in some large open lot near a busy intersection. I was so irritated that I was still on “Earth”. The baby was with me, but it was more like a tiny animal of some kind. Some shriveled up little…thing that had to crawl around. I struggled to walk around on the squishy deflated orb. It was fairly large in size, and red. There were deep crevasses all in it that was supposed to resemble Mars’ cracked barren surface. I was at the top and for some reason was trying to get it to turn. I became bored and thought to myself, “pfsh… so much for those dumb tasks!”
I continued through the dream. I flew up out of the lot, and seem to remember other planets from our solar system there, as similar mushy masses as Mars. I had a dream memory that I was back where I’d started because I recognized some restaurant I went to… Maybe this is where the door took me initially when I wanted to go to Venus. I set down in some residential area on a sidewalk. There were leaves all around and it felt like early fall. I remembered the other part of the task, to turn into an animal. I thought of my cute fluffy calico kitten and tried turning into her. I started running on all fours but realized I was still in human form. Still on my hands and knees, I tried looking at my hands and concentrating on them to become cute white kitty paws. Nothing happened. So I concentrated on just trying to shrink down into a cat’s size. Now I was laying on my stomach, and I could feel myself begin to move on the ground. It felt like I was moving backwards…because I was! Irritated, I tried again but this time only began sliding forward.
I quit trying to complete any tasks altogether and just thought I’d enjoy the dream. I walked down the sidewalk, and noticed the shriveled baby creature crawling on the side of the sidewalk, nearly concealed in some brown leaves. It looked up at me and reached out its arm with some kind of little clear plastic envelope in its hand. In the envelope it looked like there was stuff like nail clippers and other things like that. The expression on the little shriveled face was like it was imploring me to take what it was offering me. For some reason I felt disgust toward it and it’s gesture. I felt like it was always trying to give me things I didn’t need or want. I walked right by the shriveled little creature and that was the last time I saw it.
Now things became very lucid, as in more open feeling and detailed. I walked over to a store where a white car was parked. The car looked like it was painted with cake frosting, especially around the headlights. Something about it looked very off. Still feeling frustrated I had little control over my own dream world, I picked the car up by the front bumper, digging my fingers in and bending the metal. I effortlessly hoisted the car up in the air and began smashing it against some store front. Bashing the sign above the door and smashing the windows. The feeling of strong lucidity began to fade a little. The dream shifted to that I was in a movie.
Me and the little shriveled baby were in some kind of comedy with Jennifer Aniston. She had been waiting in the back of some van for awhile waiting for us to come back. She was wearing some tan bikini top and a soft tiny little tan leather miniskirt. I walked over to the van, and she kept saying she had to go. She looked desperate, in a comical sort of way. As I saw her I became overcome with lust. Still feeling the lucidity of the dream, I grabbed her. Her breasts were a lot bigger than I’ve seen them in real life (well, pictures and movies). She struggled to get away and explained she had to go to the bathroom and couldn’t hold it in any longer. I held her close to me and said to her to just let it go. She seemed weirded out ( and rightly so) but agreed. For some reason my pants were down now, and I could feel the urine splashing over my testicles and wang. For some reason it was cold at first, then got slightly warmer. I couldn’t believe how good it felt. I’ve never, ever been interested in that sort of thing before. In fact I think it’s gross and don’t see how anyone could want to be urinated on, so it was a really weird thing to happen.
As she urinated on my genitals, I took out her left (on her left) breast from her bikini top and began sucking on her nipple. Her nipple had some little flesh-colored string tied around the base of it. Her nipple was a lot larger than I thought it would be. The whole thing made for a very bizarre and erotic experience. I get a sense that the baby thing was somewhere nearby, or other people were there watching and giggling. And then the dream was over.
