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anyway, the lucid part is i get all suicidal from facing so many failures at the arcade casino so i in a fit of not caring smash my head up against a window in the casino restaurant. I look down and get ready to jump out, i say goodbye to everyone in the room. in the room i can remember about four booths, and a black couple sat at one and maybe another booth was a family. i got ready to jump but before i did i was like “You know what! maybe on the slightest chance this could all be a dream! if this was a dream, could i do THIS??” and i stuck my finger through my palm! my attitude decidedly changed at this point and i was all like “oh my god, I love you guys!” and gave one table hugs! then i decided it was time to do the task of the month for once. I turned and opened up a closet door to find a room with grey floor, grey wall tiles, and two swimming pools with a mirror on the wall to the left. i ran across the first pool trying to keep myself up on the water and then i walk on the second one. for some reason, jesus came to mind as i did this. i then was all goofy and i did a sort of dance on the swimming pool and sang toad the wet sprocket’s “walk on the ocean.” the clarity and vividness was astounding, i looked like me in the mirror on the wall. i felt great. i faced the mirror and for some reason decided to try to bring up something from my childhood fears to see in the mirror. i walk to my left more and more and see doorways expecting to see it, but don’t! the closest thing i suspect was a part of a grey shadow that wouldn’t move out of the doorway, like IT saw ME in the mirror down the hall and IT wouldn’t come out! I pointed my pistol at it and had a “c’mon out, motherfucker, c’mon out” mentality. it never did.