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As I flew down I remembered the task of the month: I wanted to hug Clairity. During my short flight instead of telling myself, "Clairity will be just down the stairs", I unsurely told myself "Well, she might be there." Needless to say she wasn't there, but my dad was just standing there.
I ran to my downstairs half-bathroom and said "She's DEFINITELY in here!"... nope. I turned around and still saw my dad. I did a flying kick at him from about 20 feet. I started to lose clarity because of this. He yelled at me and my mom came down. They both convinced me I was awake... lucidy gone...
And then...
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Other than that, I don't remember anything until at one point I saw Clairity (looked kinda like her avatar, couldn't see her face but I knew it was "her") and she said "Aww. Don't worry I'm sure we'll be hugging soon..." like what she said a couple times in the task of the month thread... BAM! Lucid. Then the horror came: I was waking up soon, I could feel my physical body in my bed and my dream was fading, I was only in a big pitch black room.
I basically said "Oh no the $#%^ YOU DON'T!" and spun around, rubbed my hands, and shouted "INCREASE LUCIDTY!"... but it didn't help much, it was time to wake up. I just put my head down and started walking saying to myself "I'm gonna find her..." Soon enough, she appeared and I bumped into her. She appeared the same as before... I wrapped my arms around her as the dream began to fade...
I don't know if you'll accept that, if it's not sufficient enough for you, I don't mind, I'm just happy I did it and had my first LD... Also, if you want my full journal goes a little bit more in detail...