I think I accidently went into SP
I started actually trying to lucid dream a few weeks ago. For me, it only happens on weekends. Usually, when I don't have school the next day, I go into a series of lucid dreams. I'll wake up, have a lucid dream, wake up again, and so on and so on. It's annoying because the dreams are short and not vivid.
One day, I thought, "What should I do to make my dreams more vivid and detailed?". I planned that when I dream I'll enhance all my senses one by one, just by focusing on them.
Well, it didn't work out accordingly. It was a normal boring cycle of dreams. Wake, dream, wake, dream. But, I remembered the "enhance the senses" thing, so I tried it.
First, my sight. Wow, all the sudden I could see so clearly. 360 degrees. I was at my highschool bus stop.
Then, hearing. This part was wierd. Usually, when I hear in dreams, its just thoughts. But this time, It was actual voices from other people!!! When I talked, I could feel it in my chest as though I was actually talking in my sleep.
THen, touch. By this time I was excited. THings went wrong here. Or very right, I don't know.
I looked at my hands and all of the sudden everything went black.
I assumed I woke up in my bed. Then, I tried to open my eyes, and it didn't work. I got freaked out and tried again, with no success.
I started to notice wind. Yes, wind. I couldn't see anyhting but it felt like a slight breeze. My body started vibrating. I tried to wake up again and it still didn't work!
I remembered, oh! Maybe this is a WILD. Just like I saw on this website. Knowing it couldn't harm me, I let it happen. I was still scared and my heart was racing.
The vibrating got intense. My hole body was numb and the wind turned into an intense gust of wind. I noticed strange colors behind my eyelids. When I focused on the image, It turned into a wierd pattern of colors in a white backround.
Suddenly, the wind and vibrating stopped. I woke up and did a reality check to make sure I was awake and I was.
The whole thing was scary and yet exciting. Someone explain to me what just happened!!!! Please!!
What should I do if it haappens again?!! What was that!???
I can't wait to tell my brother. That was the craziest thing that ever happened to me.
I need help, though. I'm afraid to go back to sleep unless I have reassurance and understanding.
