I Cant Do It!

i lay down in my bed (tried with pillow and without, with pillow FTW).
I relax my body till all my muscles are like rubber bands.
Now i become very calm and very loosy feeling.
I think of nothing (not thinking), or i can look inside my eyes at the black.
now i count to 150. Inhale Counting. Exhale 'Im Dreaming'.
Now it gets to the point where everything in my body is bothering me. (because i haven't moved)

so at one point after ALONG period of time i wake up, and then i get pissed off lol.

Of course you can't, you just said so. Don't give up, and keep trying. You'll get it eventually. Gotta keep a cheery disposition, or you wont be able to LD.

any tips?

Try to WILD immediately after waking up during night. It makes things lot easier.

when someone WILDs, do you keep your mind empty or do you like try to focus on the black?