Is my mind toying with me?

Well I am doing WILD but for some reason it feels weird.

So the first time I had a Unwilling WILD (Alot of vibrations, tinnius and then I failed) and I've been trying to do it ever since and I am recently "Succeding" but it feels different, I just hear the tinnius and my body detaching (Sometimes not even my body detaching) and next thing I know I am in a dream and I'm Semi-lucid (Watching in 1st person, know I am dreaming but have apsolutely no control over myself) So I was wondering....is my mind just toying with me by "Dreaming up" the WILD or am I actually succeding but with some mistake?

I mean I don't really have a long "Transition" at all nor do I even see HI and nor do I see the dream forming around me, I just find myself dreaming in Semi-lucid state (In the dream I realise that without even reality checking.)

I think you should just try practicing dream control.:banana:
Additionally whenever you are in that lucid state just look around you. Slow down for a while and begin to observe your environment. Tell to yourself "It's just a dream" or "This is my mind" or something similar. I believe that if you really realize it's a dream then you will get that control.
There is one more possibility - you fall asleep and then quickly realize you are dreaming.:D
In that case self awareness is definitely worse than in LD from WILD.

Well when I am in that state I CAN'T control my actions, I just watch myself from 1st person, and yah, no control at all but I can hear myself say "This is a dream" to myself. xD

Perhaps you don't have a control because you don't believe you actually can have it.
By the way have you had LD before?;)

I actually do belive I can have it, I repeat it to myself quite often, and no I only had these 4 WILD attempts and 1 dream where I dreamed that I was also "Semi-Lucid" but my mom woke me up (In the dream) and then I returned to the "Semi-lucid" dream and she woke me up again (In the dream) and then I woke up for real xD

And in one "Semi-Lucid" dream I even rubbed my arms together before opening my eyes in it (I knew it was a dream from the start) but I got no control, the dream just had colors (For the first time) and my dream powers I used in that state also backfired on me like in all 4 Semi-lucid dreams. xD

I do have certain theory but... could you determine what exactly "semi-lucid" means to you?:D
Second thing is how do you see yourself in these dreams? Is it first person or third - so you're watching kind of movie about yourself.:lol:

Ok...It's like this

I am watching in 1st person, the dream is even more vivid than usually, once it even had colors, I am watching from first person like in real life BUT I am only watching myself do some actions, like bumping into a wall thinking how I will be able to pass trough it as it's only a dream but failing and everything from first person but I MYSELF am being moved out of my control, I do some silly stuff which I usually wouldn't do but I act more like myself in those dreams, but I am just passivelly watching it all.

Hmm...Are you sure it's lucid?:shadewink: I mean, isn't it just a regular dream?:panic:
I'm...I'm sorry i just have no idea how to solve this:shock:
Perhaps other members could help you.

@edit
Wait a minute...
Are all these lucids WILDs?
If so try controlling HI to form so you have control. You could try picturing yourself i.e. riding a bike and then hopefully after transition you will keep control over yourself.:)

No it's lucid, I say to ,myself a few times that I am dreaming and yah, start trying to control the dream, though not in my control, my sub-counsiouss or whatever is doing it xD