Originally Posted by
PercyLucid
I need a little more description to help you out.
Do you see little colored patters? Do you hear a buzzing? What do you exactly do you feel?
What I guess from your post is that you are counting, focused on the WILD, then your mild wanders around and when you realize, you must start counting again. Try to do the following:
Visualize a beach. Breath a few times. See the waves coming and going. Get closer to the ocean. Write your initials in the soft wet sat. While you write your name, breath deep. Witness how the wave comes and erase your initials (exhale slowly) While the waves goes back, write you initials again, inhale. Do in infinite loop until you see a pink crab next to you, when an octopus says hi or when you are not in a beach at all (make sure to do a reality check) If you loose focus, refocus again on the same.
I hope it helped!!!
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