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Originally posted by cloudead
Sorry for bumping up this old *thread, but it reminded me of one confusing experience of mine. *
I once had a rather interesting experience with amanita muscaria. I consumed a rather large amount, about 20-30 grams if I recall correctly. A couple of hours into the experience, I felt the need to go to bed and try to get some sleep, which I did. The problem, however, was that I couldn't sleep, not really. The best way to describe it would be to say that I was mentally stuck in a loop in which I'd live through different (imagined) versions of the past day in a really, really fast speed. *
After I got "bored" with it, I got up. This is where the odd part begins. After getting up, I was so confused by the "loop" thing, that I couldn't honestly say whether I was dreaming or awake.It reminded me of a very, very lucid dream. *I still could think clearly enough, so I did a reality check. I watched at my digital watch, and the numbers were changing. I think I checked it in other ways as well, and they all led me to the conclusion that I was dreaming. But I still - luckily - couldn't shake the feeling that it all felt a bit too real, in a way. I wondered around my flat, trying to make sure whether I was dreaming or not. *
First, I watched some tv. There were programs on that I knew, in the back of my head, didn't exist in reality. The next minute, there were programs that really existed. It was fascinating, actually. Frightening too. Then I went online: I surfed the web, read forums I regularly visited, and sure enough, they weren't quite right - there was something wrong. There were topics and web pages that were out of place, and surreal in a way. And then, the next minute, the 'net seemed normal to me. All this time I was really moving around and conscious. *
The first thing that came to my mind was that I was actually dreaming and asleep in my bed, so I tried to think of ways to make myself up. In hindsight, of course I couldn't, as I wasn't really asleep. I continued to ponder upon this for an hour, until I finally understood what was going on. It was as if a switch in the back of my head was being flipped on and off at an irregular basis, making me constantly switch between only what I could call reality and another reality, created by my subconscious, which I have come to think of as something of a state of (very) lucid dreaming. The whole experience lasted around six hours. *
It was by far the most confusing and profound experience I've ever had. I've had my share of psychedelics, and it was totally uncomparable to anything else. Does anyone here have any ideas as to what exactly was happening "in my brain/mind" at that time? As in, could it be called lucid dreaming while "awake, up and standing, walking around and so on", or was it some odd form of temporary psychosis?
Sounds as if you were either having a VERY lucid dream or you were just VERY high on the mushrooms...or both lol. it would be my guess that you were not dreaming but only thought you were due to the side effects of the amanita muscaria.....still, sounds like a strange experience. Do you not recal awakening? :?