Whirlwind fall in the nothingness
I've been doing lucid dreams for years but I never tried too much to control or change dramatically the course of my dreams, except from some details. But I've tried two nights ago and it was bizarre.
I Became lucid (in whatever situation) and then decide to try something. I finally decided that I wanted to end up in a paradisiac garden. So I said something like " I'm falling into a paradisiac garden". then, immediately, I started to fall, like in the nothingness or some empty black space.
I was a bit afraid first, but since I said " I'm falling into a paradisiac garden"., I stayed somewhat kinda calm and waited. But I continue falling and falling, like in a whirlwind. I started to be afraid, and I wake up kinda willingly because I wanted to stop to fall.
Should have I waited more and try to control my fear. Why after a few moments falling, wasn't I ending in my paradisiac garden. Was the garden was that far that I should have waited more ?
It's the first time I've tried something like that and I would like to have some advices. And I would also like to know if anybody else here has experienced that whirlwind fall in the nothingness.
I just hope it doesn't mean my paradisiac garden doesn't exist.