I am so freaking close! Help please...

So i'm trying to use a WILD. I concentrate on my breathing and allow my body to fall asleep while keeping my mind awake. After a few minutes, I feel darkness closing in and it feels almost like i'm leaving my body through my forehead. It's kinda weird. Then, I think i stop breathing because everything comes rushing back and my heart is beating really fast and I feel short of breath. Every time, I feel like I'm right on the brink of entering a dream! I have been doing this several times on each of the past three nights.

Any thoughts or suggestions would be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks!

Welcome to my world. I can't help but get excited... and then fail at what I'm trying to do.

Maybe you're thinking about WILDing too much. Billybob says not to think about it because it will just let your body know you're awake and it'll take longer. Or it's one of your first times it might be because you're really excited.