Became lucid in an interesting way
Last night for some reason I had to cross a river. I'm not a great swimmer, I had a backpack on and felt a bit heavy. So I end up sinking slowly.
I know I can swim hard and get back to the surface, and Im terrified of drowning. I consider that I'm going to die.
Then, half out of fear, half out of laziness, I decide it's just a dream, and let myself sink. I end up somewhere else.
This wasn't as rational as when I usually become lucid. The feeling was almost like, "most of the time when I'm dying it's just a dream, so I shouldn't worry."
Hopefully this continues and I become lucid whenever my dreams get too nightmarish.
Anyone else experience this, lucidity as a kind of defense mechanism?