Being more than certain of a deja vu momentq
So this happened a couple days ago. I was sitting in the bathroom in a hotel, looking down at my ipod, and I got hit with the most intense wave of deja vu I've ever experienced. I remembered being in that same hotel, looking down at my iPod with that same album cover on it, and it felt like I could have lived this same moment at least 5 times or so. This was coupled with the realizations that I'm not real, that I'm actually in same really elaborate waking dream, just some ego that my self made up because I'm actually somewhere just dreaming all this up. This information came to me almost instantaneously coupled with the deja vu feeling. It's not like normal deja vu that I have experienced either. I was 100% certain of some memory locked deep away in my subconscious of me sitting in that same bathroom coming to the same realization. Now as the days go on I'm still getting bombarded with more deja vu than I've ever experienced, although it is getting less and less. What could be causing this?
The only possible explanation I can come up with is that somewhere, I'm just laying there dreaming all this up, must have taken some powerful hallucinogen that erases all your memories and lets you live this fake dream life until you become lucid enough to break free. Otherwise I just don't see how I could have had that same realization countless times before and felt the exact same way about it.
That night since I was convinced I was about to be "woken up" because I found out I wasn't even real to begin with, I had this dream that I must have had countless times too. It felt like the most lucid I've ever been with my current memories. It felt like I was about to be reincarnated, yet my ego scuttled away in fear. Yet I remember being in that same position before, thinking the same thoughts, having these same beliefs, and viewing the same exact scene. A voice to me in the dream said it was like opening Pandora's Box, once you go through you cannot go back. It attributed it to looking through a series of mirrors.
Any ideas?