Urgent Help Needed - Horrid Dreams / Broken Reality
So here it is , I believe in shared dreaming and similar stuff because I've had many shared dreams .
Last week , I had a dream , a really vivid and big one , it was horrid , that was because in it my beloved pet had gone crazy , I had to abandon her in it because she had tasted human blood when she was in company of some other dogs. I remember some of my dream characters being wicked , trying to harm me , oppress me. They seemed to have limitless strength , which they used to do horrid things . For example , in an instance , my pet pup fell in a round barrel thingy which had some other dogs . It was pretty cramped in there . Soon , some person I don't remember bought in some guests to be executed in there . In start he already wanted to scare them I guess but then he threw those people in that barrel , the dogs grew mad and like piranhas shredded those people from bone to flesh . It wasn't my pup's fault that she tasted the blood but a guy who had been with me told me to abandon her because she had tasted blood . After that instant she became mean and wicked . I didn't completely abandon her though , the dream was heart breaking and stuff because my puppy is one of the three closest creatures in the world .
Okay , so redundant details aside , after a couple days , I tried to share dreams with a really good friend of my . In the second attempt , the shared dream happened , she didn't remember it doh because of bad recall and waking 5 hours after the shared dream. In the shared dream , me and her were like gods in the world . We talked to each other telepathically , we aimed at solving each other's inner problems and wounds , we were making stories by the visual aspect of the dream. However , earlier in that dream , actually in between of the shared dream , I got a feeling with which I thought I was stuck in the dream , I felt as if hours and hours passed in real life but I couldn't wake up . I tried to wake up so bad . Later I eventually woke up to see that it had only been 3 hours since I had slept . Before waking up , I remember her voice and presence , I know it was her because I had never sensed that presence in dreamverse before and the moment I woke up I realized that it was her. This dream was beautiful with superficially no bad effects .
After a couple of days , I had another dream , a REALLY horrid one . It was a really vivid one too , felt as if It was real. In it , my cellphone stops working when I am in some fields near my house , I am unable to talk to my friend via facebook . I had parted away from my friend earlier , she didn't feel like herself , so she was a dream character . Okay , moving forward , I reached home , my family was waiting for me . They weren't their usual selves , more keen on scolding me and commanding me to do stuff . Electronics slowly started dying , signals were jammed. Soon we lost connection from the world . Only my pc was working . Soon it dropped dead too. AND THEN , bam , something hit my head from inside . It knocked me out . I passed into a deeper dream phase after it , a dream within a dream . I remember voices and darkness all around me . I remember talking with myself or my dream guide , asking myself if I wanted to go lucid right now (I had given up lucid dreaming 4 months back , I felt like just getting lost in the dreamverse) . I said " No , I am not ready yet . I don't wanna go lucid but see what happens next ." After a lot of time , I woke up in the dreamverse , I felt as if I had been knocked out for an eternity . One and half a day had passed since me getting knocked out . My family was in the living room . I was probably the last one to wake up . They told me a day and half had passed since we had been knocked out . I noticed my family being wicked and trying to harm me , oppress me . Everyone IN THE WORLD , had been knocked out for a day and half . I confirmed this by calling my friend in the dream . He confirmed it , after this , he hacked into government's files and discovered that Aliens had sent emp waves on earth to knock out everyone . Something dead wrong had happened withing these last one and half days . I couldn't figure out what because throughout my dream I have had that sensation of being stuck in the dream . It had felt as if hours and hours had passed , I wanted to wake up in real life so bad , so I did . Only 3.5 hours had passed since I had slept . Okay so , in real life , the next day I called up my friend and confirmed this exact dream with him . I had connected to him via that phone call .
I have been a bit scared by this dream , I have been tired and exhausted the whole freaking day . I have been unable to study or do anything . I have been feeling just like lying on my bed like a corpse. Also , I found that in the first and last dream , there was a presence , trying to oppress / scare / harm me . My usual dreams aren't like this . I've almost never had nightmares . The characters in those two dreams felt so demonic and strong.
I talked to my best friend about this , he is a pro on this . He freaked out a bit , he said that on that particular night , he had tried to get into my conscious and help me lucid dream . He talked to my dream guide in it . He tried to dig in to my mind but didn't have that much success . Since I was with my friend. He had wanted to know about her from a while , I had told him about her in real life. So , he had also tried to dig in her conscious . He didn't intend to do anything bad though . Since that day , my friend has had a weird feeling in which she feels empty from inside , as if she is missing something in her life . Sometimes , she thinks of herself too lowly , not considering herself at par to others , just a no one . It seems due to that incident , some bad memories returned in her head . She feels like just lying on her bed like a zombie . She feels happy on helping others but she herself doesn't want to be helped or share her problems. Since the third dream I mentioned , I've been feeling something similar myself , except for the last part of helping others. I realized what I am missing in my life , its her . I want to be with her because I love her. I seem to have got over the feeling by thinking a bit and talking to her . However , since that dream , I've been feeling tired the whole freaking time , no matter how much I sleep . I've been feeling like a zombie the whole day. I can't study at all . Can't even concentrate in class . I read about templars last year , they're basically cults who try to harm people with high energies , feast on the energy . Can anyone help me with it? I might be wrong about templars but something does seem wrong... I want this to end because I have my exams coming up soon.
It might seem that I am superstitious right now , however , even I don't completely believe my self on this stuff . Still , these might be dream signs or something . Its something that normally doesn't happen to me. So , help me , whatever you believe this is.
