Urgent Help Needed - Horrid Dreams / Broken Reality

**tP97** · 04-24-2014 05:19 PM

So here it is , I believe in shared dreaming and similar stuff because I've had many shared dreams .

Last week , I had a dream , a really vivid and big one , it was horrid , that was because in it my beloved pet had gone crazy , I had to abandon her in it because she had tasted human blood when she was in company of some other dogs. I remember some of my dream characters being wicked , trying to harm me , oppress me. They seemed to have limitless strength , which they used to do horrid things . For example , in an instance , my pet pup fell in a round barrel thingy which had some other dogs . It was pretty cramped in there . Soon , some person I don't remember bought in some guests to be executed in there . In start he already wanted to scare them I guess but then he threw those people in that barrel , the dogs grew mad and like piranhas shredded those people from bone to flesh . It wasn't my pup's fault that she tasted the blood but a guy who had been with me told me to abandon her because she had tasted blood . After that instant she became mean and wicked . I didn't completely abandon her though , the dream was heart breaking and stuff because my puppy is one of the three closest creatures in the world .

Okay , so redundant details aside , after a couple days , I tried to share dreams with a really good friend of my . In the second attempt , the shared dream happened , she didn't remember it doh because of bad recall and waking 5 hours after the shared dream. In the shared dream , me and her were like gods in the world . We talked to each other telepathically , we aimed at solving each other's inner problems and wounds , we were making stories by the visual aspect of the dream. However , earlier in that dream , actually in between of the shared dream , I got a feeling with which I thought I was stuck in the dream , I felt as if hours and hours passed in real life but I couldn't wake up . I tried to wake up so bad . Later I eventually woke up to see that it had only been 3 hours since I had slept . Before waking up , I remember her voice and presence , I know it was her because I had never sensed that presence in dreamverse before and the moment I woke up I realized that it was her. This dream was beautiful with superficially no bad effects .

After a couple of days , I had another dream , a REALLY horrid one . It was a really vivid one too , felt as if It was real. In it , my cellphone stops working when I am in some fields near my house , I am unable to talk to my friend via facebook . I had parted away from my friend earlier , she didn't feel like herself , so she was a dream character . Okay , moving forward , I reached home , my family was waiting for me . They weren't their usual selves , more keen on scolding me and commanding me to do stuff . Electronics slowly started dying , signals were jammed. Soon we lost connection from the world . Only my pc was working . Soon it dropped dead too. AND THEN , bam , something hit my head from inside . It knocked me out . I passed into a deeper dream phase after it , a dream within a dream . I remember voices and darkness all around me . I remember talking with myself or my dream guide , asking myself if I wanted to go lucid right now (I had given up lucid dreaming 4 months back , I felt like just getting lost in the dreamverse) . I said " No , I am not ready yet . I don't wanna go lucid but see what happens next ." After a lot of time , I woke up in the dreamverse , I felt as if I had been knocked out for an eternity . One and half a day had passed since me getting knocked out . My family was in the living room . I was probably the last one to wake up . They told me a day and half had passed since we had been knocked out . I noticed my family being wicked and trying to harm me , oppress me . Everyone IN THE WORLD , had been knocked out for a day and half . I confirmed this by calling my friend in the dream . He confirmed it , after this , he hacked into government's files and discovered that Aliens had sent emp waves on earth to knock out everyone . Something dead wrong had happened withing these last one and half days . I couldn't figure out what because throughout my dream I have had that sensation of being stuck in the dream . It had felt as if hours and hours had passed , I wanted to wake up in real life so bad , so I did . Only 3.5 hours had passed since I had slept . Okay so , in real life , the next day I called up my friend and confirmed this exact dream with him . I had connected to him via that phone call .

I have been a bit scared by this dream , I have been tired and exhausted the whole freaking day . I have been unable to study or do anything . I have been feeling just like lying on my bed like a corpse. Also , I found that in the first and last dream , there was a presence , trying to oppress / scare / harm me . My usual dreams aren't like this . I've almost never had nightmares . The characters in those two dreams felt so demonic and strong.

I talked to my best friend about this , he is a pro on this . He freaked out a bit , he said that on that particular night , he had tried to get into my conscious and help me lucid dream . He talked to my dream guide in it . He tried to dig in to my mind but didn't have that much success . Since I was with my friend. He had wanted to know about her from a while , I had told him about her in real life. So , he had also tried to dig in her conscious . He didn't intend to do anything bad though . Since that day , my friend has had a weird feeling in which she feels empty from inside , as if she is missing something in her life . Sometimes , she thinks of herself too lowly , not considering herself at par to others , just a no one . It seems due to that incident , some bad memories returned in her head . She feels like just lying on her bed like a zombie . She feels happy on helping others but she herself doesn't want to be helped or share her problems. Since the third dream I mentioned , I've been feeling something similar myself , except for the last part of helping others. I realized what I am missing in my life , its her . I want to be with her because I love her. I seem to have got over the feeling by thinking a bit and talking to her . However , since that dream , I've been feeling tired the whole freaking time , no matter how much I sleep . I've been feeling like a zombie the whole day. I can't study at all . Can't even concentrate in class . I read about templars last year , they're basically cults who try to harm people with high energies , feast on the energy . Can anyone help me with it? I might be wrong about templars but something does seem wrong... I want this to end because I have my exams coming up soon.

It might seem that I am superstitious right now , however , even I don't completely believe my self on this stuff . Still , these might be dream signs or something . Its something that normally doesn't happen to me. So , help me , whatever you believe this is.

**Dthoughts** · 04-24-2014 05:41 PM

Well.. I actually really dig your post! I think i can help you a little bit and have a bit of an idea of what is going on.

First things first. I think that you need to help your friend anyway because it seems she is giving away too much energy and not getting anything in return. This is harmful. You do not need to explicitly tell he that in this way but you can help her on a more subtle way and she doesn't even need to accept it, imo. That will give you purpose and give her energy. Problem solved. Hopefully.

For curiosity's sake, the friend who tried to invade ur dream. Is is the same friend who you have talked to in ur dream that thought you where under attack by government/aliens/illuminati?

Which is not what I think it is. It sounds to me like ur dream guide wanted some one-on-one moments with you. It makes sense to think of it this waay because the entire (third) dream of urs seems to be to disconnect you from each and every external factor that hinder you. I think it looked evil for you because your dream guide might have thought that these things are harmful at this moment and need to be removed to gain ur attention.

In no way do I think this dream indicates that your parents for example are evil. I think what gets in the way here is associations that you might (excuse the pun) associate with the experience during the experience. This is normal but it sounds like your mind is on hay-wire and quick to panic in these dreams. Which might explain why you are so tired.

If I may suggest, I think all these negative dreams you are having have been to disassociate you from things that bind you in this reality. This is the pattern that I see. Obviously, the fact that each and every time you have been so afraid to be stuck and wanting to return to reality is an indicator that you are still very attached to this world.

My advise it to get rid of those attachments and meditate on impermanence of things. A concept that is rich in Buddhism. And has helped me tremendously in times where I needed it the most. Remember, all states of consciousness are impermanent. Even dream states. Hope this helps.

**mowglycdb** · 04-24-2014 08:39 PM

Keep yourself protected in dreams, your escence, be couragable don't give into fear, get away from those events.

Now this may sound offensive, but I'm doing it with good intentions, keep atention to how you explain things, it can look like you have mild schizophrenia (your stream of consciousness doesn't seem very coherent), something alike, or you may have a problem to explain yourself.

**DawnEye11** · 04-25-2014 02:09 AM

When I tryed to start sharing dreams the same thing happened to my dog. He tryed attacking me and my nephew. My mom just watched him attack us in the dream. But I ended up overcoming my fear and stopping him from attacking us by knocking him out. Even in another dream where he attacked i was saved and managed to escape.But its ok cause it was just a dream. He wouldnt do that to me in real life.It seems like the share dreaming thing is scaring you because your afraid you might lose touch with reality and you are afraid of people invading your personal space. Which is your dreams. However, you don't have to be afraid of dream invaders because I doubt they would be able to find a specific dreamer they don't know much about. They wouldn't even have a good reason. Its like catching a firefly than releasing it. Are you going to catch the same one? Since you can't distinguish it from the others and have no personal attachment to it you would most likely try to catch another. Also, dreams can vary in length and when your scared it might seem like you've been there longer. Like when you take a easy test and its the last period. 5 mins might seem like 10. You don't really want to be there anymore, you just want to go home. When I was depressed I felt the feeling of just laying like a corpse twice for a few secs. Its a scary and annoying feeling. I also felt out of touch with the world and you feel scared your going crazy. But its just probably cause your sad/stressed. When you feel that feeling try taking a walk/talking to a experienced/helpful adult, writing a poem or something else that helps and is good. Even try talking to a school counceler or psychologist. I couldn't afford one but its been a year and I turned out fine. I was depressed cause I let my anxiety get to me, I use to spend a lot of time on the computer and in the house. Being on the computer for too long makes you feel kind of dead in a way cause people weren't meant to spend so much time on it. We need to move and get out there. You can even pray to Almighty God for strength to deal with your problem. Tell your friend you don't want him to share a dream with you if you feel it invades your personal space. I'm sure he will understand. :3 Remember a dream is a dream whether good or bad.Even if you end up failing at beating the bad guy with or without help. There's probably a way to keep people from getting in your dreams and thats probably by not letting it get to you. They wont be interested

**hermine_hesse** · 04-25-2014 05:46 AM

It's hard to say what these dreams mean without knowing what is happening in your life or the surrounding circumstances. I think it is significant that the in the first dream your puppy that you are close to turned evil, then it was your parents in the second dream. It sounds to me that there is some aspect of yourself that you might fear. I have had frequent dreams of becoming a vampire and thirsting for blood, being possessed by a demon, or being chased by a terrifying evil dog - all usually relate to a darkness within myself that I am coping with at the time.

I want to address a few things in your post. You mentioned later in your post that your best friend tried to invade your dream and make you lucid. This is concerning to me. First of all, it doesn't sound like your friend got your permission to enter into your dreams and may have done so in a forceful way. Secondly, you also said that you don't want to become lucid right now, so your friend entering your dream with the intention of making you lucid sounds like a complete violation of your privacy. I would ask this friend not to share dreams with you for the moment. You should also place a energy shield around your dreams before you fall asleep to keep unwanted visitors out.

As for not becoming lucid... Many people have the misconception that being lucid in your dream also means controlling your dream. This is not so. One of my favorite things to do in a lucid is to go on an adventure and simply see what the dream brings next. I still maneuver through the dream the same I would do as a non-lucid, but armed with the knowledge that everything I encounter is a dream and that I can change the course of events/scenery/etc. if I desire. Granted, this does take some practice and awareness, as continuing the plot of a non-lucid dream after becoming lucid can cause you to lose lucidity.

Going back to my beginning statement, I think if you want to understand these dreams, you should cultivate lucidity and then ask your dream guide (or the dream itself) the meaning of these dreams.

I am sorry you are having these frightening dreams. I know if I had the same dream about my puppy it would break my heart.

**WhiteWind** · 04-25-2014 02:59 PM

If you still feel extremely tired and fuzzy headed after a few more weeks, it might be a medical problem. If it bothers you, and you can afford it, maybe see a doctor or a sleep specialist.
Narcolepsy?

**tP97** · 04-25-2014 04:34 PM

Thanks for the help guys , I'd like to update you on another dream I had last night , it made me feel a lot better , even better than I felt before this all started . Yesterday , I think my dream guide showed me a therapeutic dream , it healed me of all the wounds and trauma's I had since childhood , it gave me answers and insight on them . Also , I have overcome almost all my fears in the past week , I tried overcomming my fears so that such dreams don't have anything to scare me on . I had feared losing my loved ones , now I have the courage to stand up and protect them. The last night's dream changed me a lot .

For curiosity's sake, the friend who tried to invade ur dream. Is is the same friend who you have talked to in ur dream that thought you where under attack by government/aliens/illuminati?

No , it was my best friend who tried helping me , not the girl I tried share dreams with. What exactly do you mean when you said she is giving too much energy? Like energy in what sense?

Well it wasn't that knock out that seemed evil , it was the behavior of the dream characters...

Hmm... yes I am connected to the real world , actually I have become connected recently , I like being connected . There are the ones I love in this world.

Keep yourself protected in dreams, your escence, be couragable don't give into fear, get away from those events.

Now this may sound offensive, but I'm doing it with good intentions, keep atention to how you explain things, it can look like you have mild schizophrenia (your stream of consciousness doesn't seem very coherent), something alike, or you may have a problem to explain yourself.

Hmm... my mother had schizophrenia , I have always feared that even I might have it . However , that isn't the case with me . It has just been the past week that I have been a bit paranoid , however its all fine now, since my last dream. It gave me an insight on my mother's mind and my other childhood traumas. All my fears are gone now. By the way , out of curiosity , how do you differentiate between a normal mind and a schizophrenic one? What kind of in-coherency have you been talking about? While writing this forrum post , I felt overwhelmed by the vast amount of information I had to put in , so maybe its that . Also , I don't actually believe all the stuff I posted. I am skeptic about it . I just presented some possibilities.

You should also place a energy shield around your dreams before you fall asleep to keep unwanted visitors out.

How exactly do I do that? I am not so good at reiki but I heard about visualizing a shield to make it come.

I am sorry you are having these frightening dreams. I know if I had the same dream about my puppy it would break my heart.

It did break my heart a bit :/ It felt as if those dreams aimed at doing so.

Thanks for the help everyone

**oldbill** · 04-28-2014 07:58 AM

Hi, i like that you posted your dreams here.

In the past i too have been severely mangled by supernatural stuff. No need to go into details here but if things get heavy i have found that going to a good energy practitioner and getting re balanced ALWAYS helps. Therapists such as acupuncturists and other healing modalities will be able to detect whats gotten out of alignment and help you get back to a good place.

Things can get heavy, personally i love it when they do, i am a bit of a thrill seeker i guess. Learning how to get up and dust yourself off after a tumble is one thing we need to learn so we can progress with sobriety. Then just keep calm and carry on.

**tP97** · 10-21-2017 12:26 PM

Originally Posted by mowglycdb

Keep yourself protected in dreams, your escence, be couragable don't give into fear, get away from those events.

Now this may sound offensive, but I'm doing it with good intentions, keep atention to how you explain things, it can look like you have mild schizophrenia (your stream of consciousness doesn't seem very coherent), something alike, or you may have a problem to explain yourself.

It turns out I don't have that but mild anxiety disorder and ocd. I get have gotten somewhat delusional sometimes in past too. Though now is all good. At the time I wrote this.. I was experimenting with states of trance through extended sleeplessness. Had pretty interesting results though. Following this I had insomnia and some other problems for following 2-3 months I think.