Hearing spirits and music playing

Yesterday while I was waking up I had strange movies playing through my mind. One of them was a snowy valley with trees and then all of a sudden something flying in the air went through the valley. It was like I was watching from a distance. I was then almost awake, refusing to awake, when I heard music that I was conducting through my head. The sound was so vivid that my ears itched and when I woke up I forgot what I had just conducted. I only know it was classical music and I was comparing myself to bethoveen. These experiances are weird in a way because I have no control over what I see and when I do try to control them things start to shapeshift in the movies and my music isn't as good as it sounds. :shock:
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Last year I heard my name being called about three times without anybody in the room saying it or without anybody actually being with me. This year I hear loud noises, like music playing or screams. The thing is I can't dismiss these as a part of my mental illness because they don' scare me or harm my life in anyway. The most vivid time I heard a spirit calling my name was when I was at a library in utah with my cousins. There was nobody around me when I heard the most vivid voice of a child saying my name. I stood still for a minute. The first thing I got from this that it was my guide trying to get a hold of me and tell me about my uncle who had passed away in october 2003.

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The thing is I can't dismiss these as a part of my mental illness because they don' scare me or harm my life in anyway.[/b]

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Well here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hearing_Voices_Movement as it says in the link not all people who hear voices freak out. I hear voices constantly and do they harm me no. The point is I hear voices talking in my ear now their saying your a idiot and believe in anything, well does the voice harm me no is it a ghost no. So you can believe the scientific anwser what has evidence or your crazy sprit anwser, I live with voices everyday and can tell you their not ghost.

Interesting you said you hear music playing as http://www.guardian.co.uk/life/thisweek/st...1536980,00.html see your just having auditive hallucinations. I hear music play constanly.

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I only know it was classical music and I was comparing myself to bethoveen.[/b]

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You hear classical music too, I hear classical music all the time, I'm hearing Beethoven symphony no9 third movement. Wow we have a lot in common as I haven't met another person who has auditive hallucination that make them hear classical music.

I guess at first the voices seem to be mysterious and supernatural, however when you get use to it the voices are normal and not paranormal. The voice from Donnie Darko made the voices in my head seem paranormal or magical, but you have to understand their nothing.

As I say you can believe in the spirt anwser or the hallucination anwser. I think having auditive hallucinations are cool.

Reading your other post it seems you having visual hallucination too. If these become more frequent see the doctor as I heard people who have both are very likely to have schiofernia or another disorder like delusions of grandeur. Have you got anyone with mental illness in your family like a cousin, if so you proberly got the same genes that cause hallucinations and maybe even schiofernia. Maybe because my brother had a crazy period and he had the same hallucination problem, I really don't want this to happen to you.

It's really just an adventure for me. I have gotten to the point where I'm used to it and I could be like everyone else. I use these voices and hallucinations as story and art inspirations. They really help me see the world for what it is and not exagerate all the time and I used to do that a lot. Now i don't have to worry as much. And yes, I do have family memebers with bipolar or mental illnesses. One of my Aunt's has gone through a satge of suicidal thoughts. So anyways. I just wante someone to clarify this and that it was fake because these sounds and hallucinations are so vivid. It's all just me playing a game of delusions. It's a scary thought but it helps me be creative with everything. It makes me feel like the outcomes of school grades and homework are infinite and it's up to me to make a decision. Sometimes I wish my job was to hear things and hallucinate and then write down all my ideas on paper. If only I could do that then I would be free form stress, because that's what roams in my head all day. IO'm just glad I can tell the difference between a delusional adventure and real life.

I've heard my name being called twice only. It was a really low voice, sounded far away but perfect enough i could hear it crisp as if they were standing next to me. I have also heard the TV on and i go to look at the TV and it's off. Weird brain we have.

I've also heard my name called a few times in my life, very strange I was about 4 the first time and...well no symphony music but I was outside playing and then boom my name. The next thing I know I was contemplating infinity in all it's aspects/facets, which doesn't supprise me since my dad was a mathematician, I've always had a mind like that. it just strikes me odd that I'd here voices calling my name prior to these understandings. I've always wondered as to the real nature of those voices. Every time I heard them I was wide awake and it was midday.

Maybe wendylove is right and it's nothing... but why the awareness's, like seeing infinity? Music, especially Beethoven and classical is very mathematical. I really do wonder what it means.