Circus dream

Hi, I'm new to this site and I joined because I've been having a lot of dreams lately and I'm not good at dream interpreting at all. :cheeky: so I'm hoping someone here can help me.

I'm 13, female and most of my dreams lately have been about other people but last night I had a dream about a circus. First, before I start explaining it I'd like to say that I have always loved the circus, and performing for people. It's always been my dream to be a performer in the circus someday but when I was little my mom never took me seriously and didn't put me in any gymnastics or anything like that. Now I decided to bring it up to her again and ask her for gymnastics/tumbling lessons, and she's been..less than supportive. She likes to make jokes at my expense, even called me a circus freak just for telling her about it, which I don't mind - I'd love to be a circus freak, but it's the way she said it :P. But I told her that I'm serious and that circus performing was my aspiration. Anyway, now to the dream :)


It started where I was in a brick room, some of them were cracked and the walls had writing and graffiti all over them. I started picking at one of the bricks and the wall disappeared and there was this circus going on behind it. It was one with a big red top and it as kind of dark inside. There was a large crowd and people on the ground twirling fire batons. Somehow I got up on the tightrope, and my clothes changed to a sparkly red leotard and matching ballet slippers. I had a golden crown on my head, it was in the shape of flames. I stepped out on the wire and it was like I already knew how and I started doing tricks on it. I was so happy and i felt so natural and free, the crowd cheered but in the dream I became sad because I knew my family wasn't there too. Just when I thought that I fell off the tightrope and the ground disappeared and I just fell into blackness. The dream was very real, like I could feel the heat from the lights and they were so bright from on the tightrope that I had to squint, and I could feel the wire beneath my feet, I was having so much fun until I realized my family wasn't there.

Thanks in advance to anyone who can interpret this for me :D