Hi, I'm new to this site and I joined because I've been having a lot of dreams lately and I'm not good at dream interpreting at all. so I'm hoping someone here can help me.

I'm 13, female and most of my dreams lately have been about other people but last night I had a dream about a circus. First, before I start explaining it I'd like to say that I have always loved the circus, and performing for people. It's always been my dream to be a performer in the circus someday but when I was little my mom never took me seriously and didn't put me in any gymnastics or anything like that. Now I decided to bring it up to her again and ask her for gymnastics/tumbling lessons, and she's been..less than supportive. She likes to make jokes at my expense, even called me a circus freak just for telling her about it, which I don't mind - I'd love to be a circus freak, but it's the way she said it . But I told her that I'm serious and that circus performing was my aspiration. Anyway, now to the dream


It started where I was in a brick room, some of them were cracked and the walls had writing and graffiti all over them. I started picking at one of the bricks and the wall disappeared and there was this circus going on behind it. It was one with a big red top and it as kind of dark inside. There was a large crowd and people on the ground twirling fire batons. Somehow I got up on the tightrope, and my clothes changed to a sparkly red leotard and matching ballet slippers. I had a golden crown on my head, it was in the shape of flames. I stepped out on the wire and it was like I already knew how and I started doing tricks on it. I was so happy and i felt so natural and free, the crowd cheered but in the dream I became sad because I knew my family wasn't there too. Just when I thought that I fell off the tightrope and the ground disappeared and I just fell into blackness. The dream was very real, like I could feel the heat from the lights and they were so bright from on the tightrope that I had to squint, and I could feel the wire beneath my feet, I was having so much fun until I realized my family wasn't there.

Thanks in advance to anyone who can interpret this for me